LOVE N LIFE

Just check out my classmate's blog and saw his post about structure of corporate organisation and found it rather interesting. Went to the blog where the post was extracted and saw a post about why wedding rings are worn on the fourth finger. Do check it out: http://mindbloggingstuff.blogspot.com/2007/11/wedding-ring.html

However I've also heard about the reason to have the fourth finger on the left hand as for the wedding ring is because there's a blood vessel that connects directly to the heart. Wonder if it's true.

Recently I started watching the show 败犬女王. It's about a 33 yr old woman who seeks love and fell for a 25 yr old man. I cried during the part when the woman was maglign for things that she did which was misunderstood by the others. Being a woman who do not wish to explain and do not care about others forgiveness, she swallowed every nonsense and not shed a single tear.

I admired her courage and her ability, although I think that she's too extreme but nevertheless, she's nice and kind in nature. Just that she doesn't express herself well. She's a strong and capable woman and I plan to be just like that in future. No need to rely on man to survive. Woman can do just well.

Have been having thoughts of getting a boyfriend for the past month. Wanted to have someone beside me to give me a pat or a hug, showing me his concern and care for me. But I've decided to give up on this thought since the right has yet to appear. I don't need man to survive and I can do equally well with or with out man =D

It's rather saddening for me, someone who yearns to get married and have children, to hear that I shouldn't get married early. At first when I heard the story from my mum years ago, I was still thinking that things might change after so many years. But when another master of mine said the same thing after 18 years, I think I just got to believe in fate. Well, I'll rather work hard till 35 and enjoy good life afterthat, than to live a normal life forever.

Why???

Cause I'm Lee Si Hui

我能选着听天由命，也能选着掌空命运
但现在的我并不像做出任何选着

因为我的病，我失去了很多也放弃了很多
但我学会了珍惜。珍惜生命，家人，朋友。应为这一切都不是利索当然的。
我终于能够了解为什么父母听到肚里婴儿的心跳声会如此开心。
一个人，能够拥有健康的心跳是一件非常快乐的事。

在得病之前，读好书是我的全部。
生命就好像已经完全规划好似的。
6年的小学，4年的中学，3年的理工学院，3年的大学
过后进社会，努力的赚钱。45-50岁之间退休，开一间咖啡厅做我喜欢做的事。

当我在考虑是否要暂时休息时，第一个想法是我将会比其他人迟毕业，好不想要。
过后再想想，如果休息能让我做得更好，那一年半载真的那么重要吗？
人生是要在最短的时间做完所有应该做的事 还是 在适当的时间做完想要做的事

人生就有如一朵花。没有人知道它会几时开花，只能不断的施肥浇花。
如果太急，施了太多肥或浇了太多水，花不但不会开还会死去。
但是，就算一直耐心的照顾，到头来它可能还是不会开花。
如果幸运，真的开了花，终有一天它还是会枯萎。

人生不就是这样子，到头来还是一个死字
最重要的是它的过程。
是否成努力过，是否开心的过。
如果都做了那就已经没有遗憾了
努力了七分，另外三分就听天由命吧