Darkness Lee

IM TIRED!!! woke up at around 11.30 today, but im still tired! haha! tink it started from the first day i work in hamk ba.. (hamk is hypermarket) followed on by waking up early for work n slping late at night... always manage to doze off while working, even when im looking n writing stuff... can imagine how tired i was..

Work is nice, although i miss all my friends out there... some in JC n others working.. dun tink there's anione free now.. congrats darren n karen! got into the cca tat u guys want n also the one i want.. haha! fulfil my dreams for mi!!! haven heard bout Oon's cca but px will be trying either badminton or tennis.. haven heard from her too.. lectures n tutorials should be quite tiring i tink, recieved complaints on the first day.. hahaha!

back to work, met a few more peps.. cool peps too, esp the zheng hao.. one word, "pro!" haha! he's amazing i must say.. totally JC student look n brain.. getting closer wif the rest of my colleagues which is quite gd.. more topics to talk about during lunch n also more laughters heard.. im realli lucky to be able to meet this few peps.. wifout them, my work will be damn boring n stress i tink.. did OT for 2 days.. rushing the redemptions n i noe mon is going to be a damn tiring day.. gambatte!!!

i cant get my feelings rite.. it's just weird.. it's not right.. im afraid to get into relationship n dun wish to now.. it might take mi forever to overcome it.. im not someone worth u waiting for.. n i also dun noe wat will happen in future.. so if possible, pls give up.. sorri to say this.. i noe it's quite hurting but i realli dun wanna give u ani more hope le... sorry!

in ur whole life, ur parents will spend half of ur life wif u n ur future partner will spend the next half of ur life.. the onli ones hu will accompany u 4ever is ur siblings.. so we must realli treasure our siblings... still constantly having some probs wif my siblings ba.. not as in physically but emotionally.. kinda feel lonely when im wif them n tink tat im not inside their life.. the 2 of them r closer n im just unable to fit into their life.. haiz!

friends r also one problem.. seem to be not so close wif peps in the temple.. kinda feel left out.. my own friends, till it's due to diff environment ba.. not knowing how their life in JC is like n also not knowing their groups of friends.. hope tat can get to meet those friends of theirs n to be able to have back tat common topic... miss them alot i must say..

hey peps! those hu wanna join our alumni/ex student club, CONTACT MI!!!!! hope all of u can join mi n wif alvin to help improve our club.. had a short meeting wif alvin ytd, tink tat our attitude towards leadership is kinda the same.. haha! like talking to him..nice guy... will be working quite closely wif him this few months before he get into army..

"living in the world of my own"
"you are not the one"
"make the right choice"
"live your life for yourself, not for me"
"some things are only meant to be memories"