Darkness Lee

hu said moving hse is something fun?! it's definately NOT! the happiest thing is tat u get to move to a brand new environment.. however the process n things u have to do before shifting is TERRIBLE!!!

had been looking forward to shifting, tinking we'll be happy n in some way be able to help our family financially.. however, everything is just NOT the way we thought i wld be.. the veri first thing is disappointment.. imagine having high hopes n planning the way u want ur room to be n suddenly everything is just DIFF.. decision not made by u n not following the style tat u want it to be.. staying in the hot sun while there's onli 1 person making decision n it was suppose to be "tinking how WE design the hse".. so it's just a 1 man show in the end...

after tat, favoritism... the one n onli SON.. it's just SOOOOO obvious.. tat even blind people can see it.. so wat's wrong wif the eldest daughter bringing the ancestor tablet to my new hse? she's the ELDEST n have been helping u more than wat u son have done.. n she definately deserve it more than ur son... in addition, ur eldest daughter is 18! ur son is 10.. hu should be the person having a room to themselves? n now, i get a room to myself n my sis have to share a room wif my younger sis.. n the other room goes to my younger bro... sian... my sis just always put others before her.. she noe wat i want n always give it to mi... thanks da jie!

decorating of room, renovation n every single thing... money! yes, it's all about money... haiz! i just hate it when money becomes the most impt thing.. watever mi n my sis want is not those tat u tink we want.. so we're not going to waste ur money dun worri... we just need a bed n no cupboard study table n a sofa for my sis... tat's all! i'll pay for the other things i want..

n so now, we're blame for not being able to take care of our hse n cosing u to have to spend money to paint the hse to make it easier for u to rent out this place... im realli VERI sorri... i apologise sincerely for having genes tat is part of urs, having character tat is part of urs, having attitude tat is part of urs... n most impt being a daughter of URS.. im so sorri for cosing u all this trouble for bringing mi into this world.. dun worri, i'll pay u back once i have the ability!

i tink there's onli 1 thins happy bout today.. learning a new song in orchestra, learning n conducting starting from next week n lastly, given opportunity by teacher to learn cello for the orchestra... haha! veri happy for the last part... n one more thing.. will soon be taking up guzheng lesson outside, but have to pay for my own lessons... so i must start trying to earn more n save more!

you should be happy tat we still on the right track despite living in this kinda environment.............