Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Alot happened this few days... i just found out how terribly my fren felt tat day.. n i kinda feel sad unable to help him... but i tink i helped him by not asking? n another fren of mine, relative past away... wat's happening this few days??? life is so short... n unpredictable... no one noes wat's going to happen... i might be healthy n alive today, n tml, dead....

n relationships... i mean friendship... im just happy to have tat few frenz of mine.. n it's nice to talk to people on phone... but just maybe 1 or 2... i mean i can onli talk on the phone wif 1 or 2 people...

kinda feeling veri confuse... im feel tat im treating 1 fren of mine veri badly... like dont realli wish to talk to tat person... i tink it's my problem... im trying my best... but i just fail...... i dont noe... all confuse... haiz... m i the person hu cause this to happen... im kinda sad n frustrated... intention? i feel like saying this... yes, i've got intention, i wanna make everyone lose their frenz.... im sorri, im just frustrated... did i change... i did? negatively???

nvm.. i should start studying chem n stop thinking bout this till after prelims... we should realli have a day off after prelim... n heck care about Os for the time being....