remember to read the last post..

for this post.. i've got a mixture of alot of diff types of feeling.. happy, sad, weird, i dun noe how to explain it.. it's weird in whole...

the first happy stuff, my mother agreed to let mi go to cameron highland.. im happy n shock... my mum said tat how can she not allow mi to go after mrs ngoh's call.. lol! thanks mrs ngoh.. but after a while, i found out tat im excited but the feeling of REALLI REALLI wanting to go is no longer there.. im just happy the see my friends being so happy after hearing tat news.. thanks ya..

tat's the happy, yet sad thing i got.. but tat's not only tat... the next thing im going to say is something kept in my heart n onli px n karen noe.. now, im telling all tat reads my blog...

i got the feeling of being in love again.. n for tat, i dun noe whether im happy or sad...
it all happen wif mi trying to stop him from running.. i was onli trying to play but i almost cos him to trip n fall.. n at tat moment, i got back the old feeling... or maybe it had onli been there but i tried to lock it up.. but it burst open again..when he almost fell, i felt sorri, sad, worried.. no matter how many apology i made, i still fell sorri, realli sorri.. my heart started pumping faster when i see him.. the weird feeling is back... but i dun want it to be back.. karen told mi to forget him.. or i'll feel terrible... i want to, yet im unable to bring myself to do tat...i realli dun noe wat to do.. i thought i had already forgotten bout him... i thought i had already fell in love wif others.. but i've not... 4 years.. how m i able to do tat.. he had been in my heart for 4 years... someone save mi... i dun want it to carry on like this... i dun wan it..