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well, im back again. with my lots of complain n complain. im juz feeling veri tired... becos of... her...
today is a tiring day for all the prefects bah.. no doubt bout it.. we might hav enjoyed our time. but when i reach home, alot of things came in my mind. not the time we had during the sing along session, but wat jia tian told mi. wat i had been tinking about this few days. before starting again, i wld like to thank alvin, for lending mi his ears. THANKS!
prefectorial board, a place tat i had been going in n out. pri sch, n now sec sch.. prefect might be wat i wanted to be all this while. it is a challenge for mi. n also a place where i c the real fact about life. both negative n positive. well, it is also definately a place where we c leadership quality in students. a place where we understand the meaning of leadership quality. i always say, love is a feeling... so wat is leadership? a quality? i found the real thing durin the sharing night. wat i told the prefects. everyone is born with leadership quality, not in the sense of being a leader once u r born. it is tat there is a seed tat is planted in all of us, called leadership. whether this leadership quality blooms of doesn't depend on the person themselves n not forgetting, their environment. the growth of leadership let people become strong, let them learn the facts about life. the day the fruit ripens is the day where the leadership quality is proven. but this fruit can also be either edible or inedible. an edible fruit is a gd leader, while an inedible fruit is a bad leader. tat is y i believe tat everyone hav leadership quality, it is juz whether it is proven or not.
i believe tat there r 3 type of leaders. one is the follow leader, one is the lead leader, n one is lead n follow leader. all this type of leader hav their gd n bad. but if im given a chance to choose one of them, i would choose the lead n follow type of leaders.
to mi, a follow leader, is a leader, hu is able to follow things clearly, n able to do the things well. but if they r left alone. they cant n dun noe how to make decisions.
a lead leader, is a leader, hu is diff from the follow leader. a lead leader, is a leader hu is able to lead people well, able to make decisions well. but they r always the one hu is incharge, they onli lead but cant be led by others, they always do things in their own way.
for a lead n follow leader, they r the combination of both lead leader n follow leader. they r able to make clear decision n also able to follow instruction. they r the better leaders among others. n they r leaders whom i highly respect.
although all the above r diff type of leaders, but they r still similar in some ways, they hav the leadership quality in them.
sumtimes, i will juz stop n reflect on my life.is this wat i want or is this juz sum act tat im putting on? wat exactly is my goal? an outstanding leader wif gd cert? is tat wat i want?
whenever i tink of all tat, i will realli hope to hav a bf. y? becos im desperate for love? i use to tink so. but i found out it is not realli tat. i also found out tat, my harsh decision for stead were all made at night. y? cos i feel lonely at night? maybe yes... but wat is exactly wat i want... i juz wan sumone to give mi a hug at time telling mi to relax n stop tinking about things. sumone hu would juz stay by mi n listen to mi. sumone hu has a shoulder for mi to lean on, to cry on when im scared n sad. will i find such a guy? will i be able to do so??? can i still find this type of guys n our society? can i?
today is a tiring day for all the prefects bah.. no doubt bout it.. we might hav enjoyed our time. but when i reach home, alot of things came in my mind. not the time we had during the sing along session, but wat jia tian told mi. wat i had been tinking about this few days. before starting again, i wld like to thank alvin, for lending mi his ears. THANKS!
prefectorial board, a place tat i had been going in n out. pri sch, n now sec sch.. prefect might be wat i wanted to be all this while. it is a challenge for mi. n also a place where i c the real fact about life. both negative n positive. well, it is also definately a place where we c leadership quality in students. a place where we understand the meaning of leadership quality. i always say, love is a feeling... so wat is leadership? a quality? i found the real thing durin the sharing night. wat i told the prefects. everyone is born with leadership quality, not in the sense of being a leader once u r born. it is tat there is a seed tat is planted in all of us, called leadership. whether this leadership quality blooms of doesn't depend on the person themselves n not forgetting, their environment. the growth of leadership let people become strong, let them learn the facts about life. the day the fruit ripens is the day where the leadership quality is proven. but this fruit can also be either edible or inedible. an edible fruit is a gd leader, while an inedible fruit is a bad leader. tat is y i believe tat everyone hav leadership quality, it is juz whether it is proven or not.
i believe tat there r 3 type of leaders. one is the follow leader, one is the lead leader, n one is lead n follow leader. all this type of leader hav their gd n bad. but if im given a chance to choose one of them, i would choose the lead n follow type of leaders.
to mi, a follow leader, is a leader, hu is able to follow things clearly, n able to do the things well. but if they r left alone. they cant n dun noe how to make decisions.
a lead leader, is a leader, hu is diff from the follow leader. a lead leader, is a leader hu is able to lead people well, able to make decisions well. but they r always the one hu is incharge, they onli lead but cant be led by others, they always do things in their own way.
for a lead n follow leader, they r the combination of both lead leader n follow leader. they r able to make clear decision n also able to follow instruction. they r the better leaders among others. n they r leaders whom i highly respect.
although all the above r diff type of leaders, but they r still similar in some ways, they hav the leadership quality in them.
sumtimes, i will juz stop n reflect on my life.is this wat i want or is this juz sum act tat im putting on? wat exactly is my goal? an outstanding leader wif gd cert? is tat wat i want?
whenever i tink of all tat, i will realli hope to hav a bf. y? becos im desperate for love? i use to tink so. but i found out it is not realli tat. i also found out tat, my harsh decision for stead were all made at night. y? cos i feel lonely at night? maybe yes... but wat is exactly wat i want... i juz wan sumone to give mi a hug at time telling mi to relax n stop tinking about things. sumone hu would juz stay by mi n listen to mi. sumone hu has a shoulder for mi to lean on, to cry on when im scared n sad. will i find such a guy? will i be able to do so??? can i still find this type of guys n our society? can i?
i ask myself this qns.. n got the ans. yes, i can. but it is diff.
si hui! y r u hoping so much from urself.... U R JUZ A HUMAN!!!
i suddenly wan to listen to this song again.
No more talk of darkness Forget these wide-eyed fears I’m here, nothing can harm you My words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom Let daylight dry your tears I’m here, with you, beside you To guard you and to guide you
Let me be your shelter Let me be your light You’re safe, no one will find you Your fears are far behind you
will there be someone hu will say tat to mi? im wondering? tat r the words i realli need...
All I want is freedom A world with no more night And you, always beside me To hold me and to hide me
Say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime Say the word and I will follow you Share each day with me, each night, each morning
tat is y i love from phantom of the opera...
maybe one day, i will be able to find true love. but again, wat is true love?
