Darkness Lee

YEPPY!!!!!!!!! finally!!! the grand event is over... hahaha! so happy! everyone enjoyed n we were all SOOOOOOO high!!!

woke up at 3 today! cool! hahaha! was slp-msging wif some people though... had my breakfast cum lunch at 4++++++... went to temple after tat... we were suddenly given alot of things to do.. haha! so had to rush n finish it....

at around 8..... my sis n i cried... i cried becos i saw my sis cried... she's realli realli realli veri stress liao... she have to study, work n also deal wif all the things tat the uncles throw at us... n when things go wrong they'll start qns-ing her n nagging at her.... cant they just understand how tiring n hard it is to do all this things... esp when all uncles say diff ting bout how the things should be done! cant they just feel for us!!!

my heart realli ache when i saw her crying... when uncle simon asked mi wat happened to my sis, i was already had the urge to cry... but i controlled it... when i went down, tears started to flow.. n my dear mother added fuel to fire.... so wat if wat she say was rite... it's not as easy as it seems it is... things can be said out easily but not tat easy to be done... she made my crying worse.. cos she's MY mother n yet she cant feel for us... i told her, we people less than 20. wat do u expect from us... imagine the feel of suddenly having alot of things to do when u first had nth to do at all... the big change is realli diff for us to handle... n yes, we're not as strong as the 3 sis... im sorri! they r able to cont all their emotions but we cant... im sorri! they r always sooo busy wif the graphics tat everyone wants them to do... i understand tat they too r busy... but they r working wif skills tat they learn... but mi n my sis?! we're just told to do things... printing, typing, pinning, tying, arranging! it's easy but do u noe how tiring it is? n at least they have the support from their parents... n us?! we get reprimanded! n when i tried to explain, wat was ur reaction... do u noe how hurt i was! wat did i do right before the event... i went to arrange the pamphet on 258 tables... one by one... n my sis had to tie 36 no. high up.... it's simple job but it's realli tiring.... cant u guys just understand! act as if im perfectly fine n smile n laugh....

every other things went well.. had fun! walking round tables asking for donations.... n even selling lottery tickets.... but there's just some uncles hu r kinda........... hrm.......... they said, "sui hor, ga yi buay la" it's in hokkien just for ur infor.... n one more said, aiyo i dun wan buy the tickets la... u how much i buy u la! .......... oh pls!!!!! just KILL mi..... still had to laugh n joke wif them saying i too expensive u all cant pay la... i feel so much like a prostitute! haiz.......... but for the sake of QNT!!! lol! i dun mind.... LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

totally enjoyed!!!!!!! I LOVE TODAY!!!!!!! I ALWAYS LOVE THE 24th...... FOREVER MY FAV. DAY!!!!!!! YEPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!