Friday, October 20, 2006

thanks giving time!!!!!!

after 4 years in this sch... there's alot of things i've learn... not just studies but also attitudes n behaviour... there's a mixture of alot of feelings inside mi... i've been longing to graduate, but when i've realli graduated, i started to miss everyone, everything n hope tat we nv had to graduate... but i've got to learn tat everything have to come to an end... it's onli then will we be able to have another beginning... i believe tat i've grown in this 4 years, not just physically but also emotionally... there's now a strong bond between mi n my frenz, mi n my teachers n mi n my sch... i've matured, n know that the world will not stop revolving for mi... n so now, i've got to learn to move on... in this 4 years, there r just so mani people hu have helped mi, talk to mi, listen to mi n always staying by my side... to this people i can onli say "thank you" from the bottom of my heart...


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Pei Xian ~ u've always been there. to listen, to talk, to help... for the mani mani things tat u've done for mi, THANK YOU! i've made u worri, i've made u cry... im bless to have u as my fren.. the memories tat we have will be kept deep down in my heart.. i'll nv forget u, nv in my life.... thanks!
Karen ~ u've always believe in mi. u trust my ability, u trust the words i say, u trust the things i do... u chose to still believe in mi even if i've let u down time n time again... thanks for ur trust... u gave mi confidence to do the things tat i wanna do, cos i always noe tat u'll be supporting mi... thanks!
Eunice ~ this few weeks, we might have distance, we might have not talk but i still noe tat in ur heart im still a fren or maybe ur "2nd mother"... thanks for bringing us together n forming S2J... i just wanna let u noe... wifout u S2J would nv have been anithing like today... u're always our fren n we'll always be there for u... thanks for worrying for mi... thanks for ur care n concern... thanks!
Tracie ~ we had misunderstandings n we talked.. u nv fail to care for mi whenever im feeling down... although i might not cheer up but i realli thank u for doing wat u've done... u came up wif ideas to bake cakes n make souvenirs, this small projects helped bond us together... wifout u, we(S2J) would nv have been so close... thanks!
Janis ~ the cheery n bubbly gal/babe... u nv fail to make us laugh wif ur jokes... all the horoscope n things r just so true... n we would have nv known bout it wifout u... thanks! there's just some mani things u've done for mi... being the middle person when there's problems between ani of us... thanks!
Jemimah ~ ur care n concern touch mi... maybe at times we get frustrated n angry wif each other... but i nv regret noeing u... u're a veri nice fren.. someone hu is always there for us.. the person hu'll be the first to volunteer to help us when we're in need.. thanks!
Darren ~ we might have grown close just recently but thanks for making us laugh n make us speechless by the small little things tat came out from ur mouth... u seem to be quiet by the person inside u is not... thanks for being a quiet listener... thanks!
Jun You ~ u've added joy n made S2J a cheerful grp... wif u around there will nv be no noise... u might have made some of us cry... make some of us irritated at times... but no matter wat u've done, we still love u alot... u gave us alot of general knowledge... u changed the S2J... positively... thanks! we sure going to miss u... but we'll always be in contact... thanks!!!
S2J ~ u've made a big diff to my life... if it's not for u guys, my life in wrs would be a terrible one... i cant onli behave truely infront of all of u... i can onli be my true self in front of all of u... thank you for everything every single one of u have done... u guys r people tat i found in my journey.. people whom i will nv abondon n will nv abondon mi... THANKS!
********* the four of us **********
Joel ~ we onli grew close this yr... after all the night studies n stuff... i'll nv regret noeing u... n i believe tat it's nv too late to noe u... u add joy to my life... u made mi laugh, u made mi go mad n high wif u... im always like a crazy women when im wif u... u're always able to notice tat im looking weird n talk to mi... thanks!
Andrew ~ u might not like mi in the past... but i noe u do now... it's a pleasure to noe u... to talk to u... although i might get irritated by u... but u're still a veri nice fren... u can always talk to mi when u've prob... life in sch is enjoyable wif u sitting behind mi.. thanks for being such a nice fren! thanks!
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Teng loong ~ u're a gentlemen... i feel like im a princess wif u around... u're always worried bout my safety n everything about mi... thanks for wat u've done... staying back in sch wif mi so tat i wont be lonely... talk to mi when im alone.. accompany mi when im going hm alone at night... thanks!
Amos ~ u're one special person whom i dun noe whether to thank or not to... u made mi cry, u made mi angry, u made mi irritated, u made mi frustrated, u made mi tink whether my existence in this world is gd or bad.. but u also made mi laugh, made mi happy, made mi feel tat my existence is gd, n once made mi feel loved.... u've nv not been there for mi... u listen when im sad... n nv fail to make smile when im sad or angry... thank you!
end of thanks giving
4 yrs is coming to an end... n i tink it's time to end everything... it's just whether it'll end sweet or bitter... wif regrets or not... time is up n the door is closing... i just hope tat he'll understand n give an ans to my qns... n let mi noe... maybe it's just an emo period last yr for him... u've tried time n time to avoid, n u succeeded... r u going to avoid it this time again? my infer skill is not gd... but if all this avoiding is suppose to be an ans, i tink i got it... this time round... it's realli the last time... no matter wat ans u give mi, no matter whether it's a yes or a no... i'll accept n learn to forget u...
im si hui!!! the gal hu've struggled n finally decided to do this one last time... i cant promise tat u'll always be in my heart.. but i can say tat, u left footprint n a scar in my heart... n becos of this, my heart is special...........................
[can i be slping beauty, n wait for a prince to wake mi?]
[no i cant, cos i dun live in fairytale.]