Saturday, July 15, 2006

read the last post first.....

here goes the story about my temple.. i just wanna share wif people hu r interested..

My temple is called Kim Eang Tong, n the 3 gods we pray to r called "san1 jiao4 lao2 zu3 shi1".. consisting of "Jin1 Ying1 Zu3 Shi1", "Mao2 Shan1 Fa2 Zu3" n "Cao2 Yuan2 Dong4 Shi1"... they r the 3 main god, n the first one is called our "shi gong"[in dialect].. there is about 108 gods in kim eang tong.. my religion is not taoist nor buddist.. we call ourselves "San1 Jiao4".. consisting of "tao", "Budd" n "Fa3".. so we're mixture of tao n budd..

i just wanna say tat.. for people hu dun understand my religion, pls dun say anithing bout it.. u can say that we r praying to wooden statue.. u can say anithing bad about it.. but all this r wrong.. i'll continue n show y i say it's wrong...

i joined n entered n become one of the disciple in 1997.. n it's already 9 yrs.. n in this 9 yrs.. alot of things have proven to mi tat everything is so true tat i cant help but to believe in it.. one example.. whenever my mother loses something or even when i loses something, we just have to pray to my god n tell him tat we r worried n cant find the thing we lost.. after a while, we'll be able to find the thing back again.. whenever we're uncertain bout some things, we can ask our god for advice n by following this advice, everything would go well.. one example is my sister.. after PSLE, she was put into Fuchun Sec n my mother was uncertain bout wat sch to put her into.. so she asked my shi gong whether Yishun town would be the good sch for her n my shi gong said yes.. n my sister performed better than her expectation during o-level.. the eng tat she had constantly been failing, got a B3 for Os... n there r still so mani other things tat r so true about my religion..

Whenever i go to my temple n pray, i would always feel some goosebumps.. it's just such a weird feeling n i dun realli understand y i feel like this.. even my mother n my sister feels this way.. ytd, the new disciples were every lucky as my shi gong came down ytd.. he was very angry cos one of our disciple offended someone in hell (i tink it was one of the relative).. it might be something small but my shi gong was very angry as our religioin treasure kinship all this alot.. but luckily, our shi1 shu1 manage to beg for smaller punishment.. after tat my shi gong wrote some Pin An Fu for the new disciple.. n while giving out to them, he said some stuff to some of the disciple.. on of the female was Kinda scolded by him n was made to be vegeterian every 1 n 15 of the lunar calender.. n also have to wear the beads of the "Mao Shan Fa Zu" every 1 n 15 to atone her mistake.. n my shi gong will forgive her as long as she do it sincerely.. n for another female disciple, my si gong asked her whether her family started having alot of problems after moving hse n she said yes.. which means tat it's true.. my si gong taught her wat to do n said tat it's becos she dun noe how to offer prayers in the past.. n told her to pray to the "Tu Di Gong" n said tat she dun noe how to pray.. n also told her " Shi Gong help u to decide tat u dun noe how to pray n accidentally offended the gods n hope they will forgive u"...............

During tat period of time, i almost cried during alot of time.. i feel the presence of my shi gong.. he's so forgiving.. he forgives us for everything we've done n always hope the best for us.. with him around, i realli feel veri comfortable (xin1 an1).. he's the person hu made mi not afraid to walk in the dark, calm mi down when im taking my chi o.. n alot other things..

After tat i wanted my mother to help mi askmy shi gong whether i should go to poly or JC.. when my shi shu helped mi to ask, the first time asking for JC, then 2nd time for poly.. the first one failed n second one succeded.. this means tat my shi gong thinks tat poly is better for mi.. i was so happy tat my shi gong assured mi, n i cried right after it n my shi shu kept calling mi to relax n relax.. my shi shu told mi wat to do n i'll be following it.. i'll apply for the direct admissiong into JC n see whether i can get it.. after Os, i'll decied whether i wanna go to poly or JC after tat.............. but i tink, i'll probably be choosing Poly, i believe tat watever shi gong thinks tat is better for mi will definately better for mi....

thank u, shi gong.. thank u................