i tink im just over sensitive.. our friendship didn't turn sour.. it's just tat im too sensitive.. n also maybe about some of the things tat happen this few weeks.. friendship is the hardest to get, but some easiest to lose...
maybe becos of some things tat went on..i kinda feel tat friendship to some is realli vulnerable..
pei xian, im realli sorri.. im just too sensitive.. it's not bout this afternoon.. but im realli realli realli veri sorri about just now.. not just to u but oon n karen.. realli realli realli veri sorri.. made u guys wait there for mi for sooooooooooooo long... n realli sorri to make u cry.. it's just realli mi.. my tinking.. my feelings.. sometimes, im just jealous...
since young till now, i nv manage to make friends easily.. no matter in wat circumstances.. n even if i made friends, they nv manage to realli last.. im just jealous.. my siblings nv had this kinda prob.. my elder sis has friends tat u cant finish counting using 2 hands.. my younger sis too.. but mi.. even through my cca.. i dont realli have ani close friend.. n for my class.. haiz.. i nv forget the first thing my mother asked mi on the first day of my summer camp.. not whether i can cope wif the life there.. but whether i've made ani friends.. she noes mi n noe tat i wont be able to make friends easily.. this is just mi.. my best friends can be counted using one hand.. n tat's all..
pei xian is realli the friend tat i treasure the most.. even compared to karen n oon.. she's one friend tat i realli want to protect wif my life.. some one tat i realli cant lose.. the first person tat made mi open my heart to.. n someone whom i've no trouble talking to.. n maybe becos of tat i became over sensitive.. i realli feel veri sorri bout wat i said before.. im sorri px.. i'll try my best to stop being this sensitive.. pls give mi time..
N.. thanks to all hu showed ur concern for mi.. esp to eunice cheow.. thanks for msging mi n comforting mi.. thanks to all.. n thanks px!
Friday, July 07, 2006
im just too sensitive..
Posted by DarKneSs at 7:35 AM