Darkness Lee

i dont like myself!!! how?! in actual fact, i do not wan to forget him.. although i noe tat there will be no outcome, yet im unwilling to let go. i've been wishing for the day when miracles will happen... i cant stop looking at him, every move he make. seeing him with other girls will make mi jealous... im stupid!!! but wat can i do? the more i wanna forget him, the more i cant forget... pain n more pain!!! im realli in love. im sad?....... maybe one day he might agree to be together, but will i be realli willing to? i realli dont noe... maybe, things tat we can't get is always the nicest.............

i thought i fell for someone.. but no i didn't.. im a flirt.. but i got to admit.. he's the onli one i realli love..

ARHZ!!!!! im sick of it... but i cant get myself out.. i dont noe wat i see in him!!! wat's so good about him???? y m i jealous?!! i shouldn't be jealous even if he fall for other girls... will he??? i tink i'll be worst if tat realli happens...

i want his love, his care n concern... im selfish, cos i wan him to love mi... n onli mi....

I SUX!!!!!!!!!!