hahaz... 2 more months...

wow... it seems tat i always log in onli when 2 month past... haha... mmm.... suddenly came across blog... remember nv log in a long time liao... hahaz... sec 3 lives sux man... it seems like there r dozens of hmwk everyday... n i seem to hav tests n exams everyweek.... n i m practically going mad soon... or maybe i am already now... hahaz... lolz... it seems so tiring nowadays... cca n studies... +story telling.... realli hope to get top 3 n stop all this stupid stress cher is indirectly giving mi.... i m so damn tired about things around mi... every thing seems to be getting out of hand... out of control... HATE IT!!! i onli seem to hav a few person hu understands mi.... Y???? but nvm.... at least i hav best frenz hu wld always stay by my side.... not like some frenz.... hahaz.... hope tat everything will be better as days past... open my eyes... n learn the fact tat i m growing... n hav to face stress... n more stress... how i wish i could go out into the real nature n hav i break.... in the dark... surrounded by trees.. lake... mountain... wif snow around mi... wif candles led everywhere...the feeling of my inner heart... the other side where no one can c... where i can relax myself n be the real mi... i wanna leave this place n start a new life... wif a new look... no one noes mi... no critism... no nth... peaceful life... i m mi... nth but mi... i look crazy in front of all of u... but i m tired of it... i wan my real self back... the cold n emotional si hui...