Darkness Lee

old sch days

2009-11-29T22:10:00.000-08:00

ouch. i just cut myself while packing my stuff. bleeding now. haha

just found some old stuffs. presents to be exact given by diff frens n people who appeared in my life. some gift as old as 8-9yrs =)

n i realise who lucky i've been in my life. people who walk mi through my stages of life. these special people, friends who'll always lie deep in my heart and will nv be forgotten.

people who have shown affection for me in pri, sec sch n other stages of my life. i thank all of u for making mi feel loved and treated specially, like a princess. it may just be a puppy love or just a misjudgement of ur feelings, but nevertheless, u guys appeared and made my life diff.

N to u the special one who realli made an impact to my life. the one who made mi cried so mani times (yes, it's YOU!) thanks for all the concern u've shown mi, even till today. just read the letters n notes tt u wrote in those days. n the gifts just reminds mi of watever happened then. sweet memories for mi. N i thank u for all of tt =)

And of cos S2J. Just lots of love and words tt i cant express. TRACIE!!!! i just read the post card tt u gave mi for my bdae 3 yrs ago. the one with our pictures infront. Where u wrote those words for my kids in the future, telling them the presence of all the aunties and uncles who made an impact to mummy's life. I promise i'll keep tt forever and show it to my beloved kids in future and urs too when we gather tgt with our family =) LOVE S2J

I've changed quite alot as compared to when i was in sec sch. be it looks or character. i miss the old mi but also love the current mi. those were the days, when trouble was onli wif sch work. the young days and the young me........

13th the Friday

2009-11-21T01:33:00.000-08:00

I'm growing fat. Dun like the fact tt my tummy is growing. haiz! y cant it be like my hand growing?! stupid. But tt's beside the fact. haha! Im in aussie and have been having nice food this few days. I tink i slim down in gold coast but growing fatter in melb thx to ee sharon for taking such gd care of us =))

tonight is my last nite in aussie. the 8th nite spent in aussie. and it just started to rain quite heavily. i've have to say tt i haven enjoyed myself in aussie, and i can onli blame myself for tt. skin been giving mi problem, my attitude, temper etc. ain't gd when i was here. i'm just nt use to gg on such holi wif my family i tink. nt tt i dun like their accp, it's just tt things are changing, im changing. i no longer am like the old gal i use to be. i dun like games, i dun like watever we had been doing. im weak and im freezing in aussie. n now im regretting deciding to go to hk cos it's winter now. gt to prepare lots of THICK clothings for myself.

bought alot of stuff here. first time i've spent so much on myself while being overseas. nt i gd sign to mi. gt to earn more when im back in sing cos i've still my sis's sponsorship of 500-600 =p hahaha! at the mean time, im also brainstorming how to make her party real nice! ideas... pls come.

im missing singapore since i step on the plan. Aussie isn't mi, life in aussie is gg at too slow a pace for mi to keep up. N i concluded n confirmed something aft this trip. this is wat i told my sis, "Don't worry, in a few years time, I'll be in Sing Uni waiting for ur return =)" tt's if she's realli coming to Aussie to study which I noe in her heart she doesn't want to.

im feeling all mixed up now both mentally and physically. feel like im falling ill and tt this trip hasn't let mi relax much at all. my temper has been getting from bad to worse, so have my body i tink.

Anyway, I've gotten my license. And now Im certified to drive =) Feel no excitment i told my sis. Maybe cos i didn't get to drive aft i gt my license cos i was all packed and ready to fly to aussie. I wanna drive tt's all i can say. been like telling myself. im gg hm im gg hm, i'll get to touch the steering wheels soon. anyone dare to sit my car. hahahah!

driving test was quite an experience. of cos, i pass with bad results compared to my sis and her frenz. but i wasn't realli tt upset, cos i tink i gt the least demerit pts compared to people hu took the test wif mi. my examiner didn't talk much as usual, but worse was tt his actions were so small and confusing tt i was trying to guess wat he wanted. n yes, as expected, IT RAINED! i did my parking without being able to see the lines at the window. was just base on my estimation. vision was poor and i met alot of hazard. i've to say im nt as luck as my sis. hahahaha! when i was suppose to park back, my examiner didn't go the way i was taught. he wanted mi to just slot in slanted from the other side and i wasn't instructed clearly so i went the wrong way. HAHAHAH! but stop in time to make i quick turn which gt mi back to the rite side =)

went to the room sat down waiting wif no one wif mi. my examiner was at the comp for sooooo long and i was mentally preparing to accept tt i fail cos i drove was then my past few lessons. when my examiner came back he just gave mi the paper, stamped and told mi to go to room 5. i was glad when i saw passed. msg zq tt i failed and she asked mi is it becos i was too nervous. then i replied her, but they force mi to watch video. hahahaha! called mum n told her i failed, SHE DONT BELIEVE MI!!!! sometimes i'm just amazed by my mother. i took my basic w/o telling her, but when i called her, she just somehow guessed tt i went for theory and insisted i pass. n just like this time, she insisted i pass when i failed. tt's my mum =) waited damn long to get my temp license. chat wif the other testees. rush hm, bathe n to the airport. tt's how my 13th Nov, Friday (13th the Friday) was spent. Bad Friday? Nope, 13 has always been my fav no. n 13th the friday, my fav day =) of cos, gt to thank shi gong too =)) btw, how bad i pass, 14 demerit. everyone else gt 16 so, i feel alright =)

im happy =)

2009-10-11T03:23:00.001-07:00

So slpy but still gt orchestra ltr.

I'm so loving my grp of besties. Thanks guys for coming down ytd n for all the gifts=)

Feeling mix up today. A little worried but at the same time hope to accept.

You know the decision to make =)

perfections

2009-10-02T10:31:00.000-07:00

Home, after 1.5hrs of orchestra performance at Bishan North. Crowd is ever the same. I look at you and talk, you look at me and dont respond. But how can I be not use to it. It has always been a I save me and I reply myself kind of situation. hahaha is all I can say =)

Again, I've been thinking alot recently. Thinking about how silly I am when it comes into relations with people, how strong I am when I face different challenges and most important, how lucky I am to be born into this family, this world and this me.

I am not a perfect girl, do not have a perfect family and do not live in a perfect world. And through all this imperfection, I start to learn that God is fair to all by being unfair and unequal to all. We always say that god is unfair, be it with regards to rich or poor, ugly or pretty, clever or stupid. But in actual fact, god is fair to all as it balances everything one have to make everyone equal.

Lucky, I am, very to be truthful. Born into a well to do family, given a nice family, not so bad look and character. Hardships, not really met any. Stages through life have been rather smooth. How smooth?

Kindergarten, top the whole Ang Mo Kio, well liked by all teachers.
Primary School, graduated with not so bad result and as head prefect, well liked by all teachers
Secondary School, graduated with not so bad results, as vice head and again well liked by teachers.
Joined numerous story telling comp, won scholarships, performed in orchestra, emceed and quite recognised.

I've lead a life that not many will actually get to try. Life has been perfect till I fell ill. The small imperfection that balances with others.

But still, I am lucky. lucky to be in this family. the ability to support me both financial and psychologically. Although my family doesn't give me much freedom but they are people who will always be there when I have any problems. Without them I wouldn't have been able to live till now.

God have made me a strong and independent lady. Able to survive well alone. But at the same time. It seems to have lessen the chances of her meeting the right ones. It's fair. Real fair, cos before it lower my chances, it gave me the ability to live without it. Lucky ain't I =)

There's just so so much I wanna say but cant say out. In short, I am just a lucky gal, a lucky imperfect gal =)

home

2009-10-02T10:30:00.000-07:00

PX IS HOME=) MEET OUT SOON K S2J!!!

birthday

2009-09-04T19:29:00.001-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday to mi =)

First and foremost, THANK U ALL FOR UR BIRTHDAY WISHES!!!

Had a very enjoyable night. All thanks to Liquids peps for having this party for me. An the gifts =)) Also thank justin, chay boon, dexter n xinyi for gg to club.

Presents
1. Espirit wallet + cash + cake from Auntie Kelly n Uncle Gordan
2. Red Packet from Mum, Auntie Violet, 4th Aunt n MY SIS!!!
3. Necklace + Mango Cake + Bouquet of Sunflowers! from Liquids Peps =))
4. Bouquet of Roses + "Love" Bear from Chay Boon!!! WOW! hahaha
5. 3 Rings + "Clubbing" Attire from myself
6. Birthday Card from my 3 Darlings, Sherman, Donnon and Shannon
7. Bag from Peggy

I love you guys! Make u guys spend so much. THANKS ALOT!

And ya, I got 1 jug of beer + 2 shots tequilla as bdae present too =(

2009-08-27T03:39:00.000-07:00

Correction, it should be at Chow House. Crown Plaza is another restaurant =p

mummy laaa

2009-08-27T02:26:00.000-07:00

Solved the Dining problem. It's settled on Mon next wk cos Tues is teachers' day! =)

Conversation with Mum
Week ago,
Mi: Maybe we can go Honjin for buffet cos now got 1 for 1 promo for DBS card
Mum: Where isit?
Mi: Robinson Road i tink. Crown Plaza or something like this.
Mum: Oh okok

Few Days ago,
Mum: So you decide where to eat
Mi: Either Honjin or we can try Sakura @ Admiral Park
Mum: Nice or not? And where?
Mi: Tink not bad. Sakura at Woodlands there. Honjin is at Robinson Road
Mum: Robinson Road where?
Mi: Crown Plaza there lo.

Nearer Few Days ago,
Mum: So we go where eat?
Mi: Honjin la! Tell you before liao.
Mum: Where?
Mi: Robinson Road la. Crown Plaza there.
Mum: Oh ok.

2-3 Day ago:
Mum: Cannot go on my bdae, cos nxt day gt sch. Go on ur bdae
Mi: Cannot la, I got plan liao lo
Mum: Then how? Where we go eat?
Mi: How I know. Tell u le wat, Honjin eat buffet cos DBS gt 1 for 1
Mum: Then where is it?
Mi: I tell u alot of times liao leh. Robinson Road at Crown Plaza I tink
Mum: How to go.
Mi: Dun noe. Check le tell u

Just now in the aft arnd 2+
Mum: We go eat next monday cos tues sch holi
Mi: OKOK =)
Mum: So where we gg to eat??
Mi: MUMMY! I TELL U 4-5 TIMES LE LEH!!!! HONJIN FOR BUFFET!!!
Mum: Oh ya hor. But where is it ah?
Mi: ROBINSON ROAD AT CROWN PLAZA
Mum: Oh Okok

Just recently arnd 5 (As we reach novena on the way hm)
Mum: This is Novena
Mi: I Noe ah
Mum: So where we eating at Novena?
Mi: (Wondering whether we having dinner her) We having dinner at Novena meh?
Mum: No ah, I mean the Bdae dinner, what restaurant at Novena?
Mi: NOVENA???!!! is ROBINSON leh!!! I TELL U ALOT ALOT OF TIMES LIAO!!!
Mum: "Start laughing." Aiya, Novena and Robinson same ma.
Mi: Where got same???!!!!
Mum: Gottt.... Nove=Robin same ma. Onli na and son different.
Mi: Where got same???!!!! haiz, nvm!

Laugh! tt's my mum!

i wannaa.........

2009-08-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

I wanna go to sooooo mani places to dine!!!

1. 15 Minutes to chill at night.
2. New York New York @SSC
3. Xin Wang HK Cafe for dessert
4. CHIJMES or any place for Fine Dining
5. The Gallery @ Sembawang SAF Yacht Club
6. Admiral Bar and Grill
7. Itacho Sushi @ Ion
8. The List Goes Onnn......

But first, I need to earn enough to do so. Hahahahahah!

Lee Si Hui

2009-08-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

Long since i've last blog. Just imported my blogs notes to my facebook acct. so now peps can view my blog post in my fb la.

Just had some thoughts that I would like to voice out to some. I'm not emo so don't worry.

I've mentioned to alot that I am someone who is afraid of guys. Some might think I am bullshitting but I am serious when I say all this. When guys try to get close to me, just like when I'm clubbing, I will try to siam them and the same goes to some of my guy frens. Nt tt I dislike any of you, just that I dont feel comfortable. So hope you guys can understand. It is the problem with me not any of you =)

Recently, alot of things happened in my life and have made me thought through thoroughly. I've grown much but I believe alot still think I am childish or in a nicer way, I am still young. Now, I understand myself more. How I deal with things that happens in my life be it work or relations. And I realise the difference between both is very big.

My poly, sec and pri sch fren see me as a Big Sister or in other terms 大姐大. But most of my other work place colleagues see me as 小妹妹. (Peps, I'm nt just referring just U but all my previous work places). I think the only thing I can say is that I am counted as the more mature for people my age but no matter what, I am still young. I don't like the feeling of being treated as a little sister, seriously dun noe why. I had always thought it should be nice being doted and cared in such way. Haa! No idea what I am thinking.

Now next topic, my relations matter. Alot are VERY concern about me and worried that I'll get hurt if I don't "open up my thinking". But I want to use this post to tell all my colleagues, bosses and friends that I've thought through. I am perfectly alright. I've learnt to let go and not to give anyone any pressure. Although sometimes, I'll still think about some stuff and get a little troubled. But do not worry, I am firm in my decision and will be able to walk through all this. I always love to say this phrase, "I AM SI HUI!", nothing will be totally impossible for me. So please, dont worry about me =)

I am planning for my future. SMU or SIM. Difference, 4yrs n 2yrs. SMU=More recognised. hmmm.....

Oh ya, just to mention. I got depression nt becos of studies k. So dont worry too much about me coping my studies in future =)

JUSTIN I LOVE YOU!!!!
You really made a great difference in my life. I really have sooooo soooo so much to say to you but I dun noe what to say at the same time. Thanks for being there, even when u're in camp.

Amos, Thanks for your regular sms about your army life. It might sound funny for me to thank you. But you sms actually make me feel that at least I still have got a fren who is willing to share things happening in his life with mi.

Liquids Colleagues, Thanks for all you understanding. Going through both my moody and happy times. Talking to me, trying to open me up and making me feel cared.

S2J, Thanks for letting me have you all in my heart. I miss you guys and appreciate all your efforts to meet me, meeting up at places that fits me me n me. It's only when I meet u guys will I hate the feeling of growing up. Only you guys could do that.

I just feel like there's so much so much I wanna tell everyone. Maybe I am long winded but I just think there's a need to let others noe what I feel.

ps. I now understand what teng loong meant when he said I am someone who is quite 恐怖. But to me, it's something I like =)

meet up time

2009-07-16T00:18:00.000-07:00

I am finally back to update my precious blog which have been neglected for quite some time. (PX I updated kkk, u still haven!)

Life been gd. Knowing new people and some real special ones. Clubbing has been one of my frequent activity so some might be quite shock to see so many photos of my clubbing nites. However I should be lessening as my main purpose of clubbing is now in NS =)

Jun n Tracz is back, it's gathering time k!

Acer

2009-06-13T22:22:00.001-07:00

I've gt a new notebk:)))
Extremely happy about it. But have to lie to my parents tt I bought it when it's nt. But nevertheless, I earn it myself. Through 1 yr of salaryless job. But I do prefer fujitsu. At least it doesn't get stuck easily. Sian!

Went clubbing this wed. extremely fun! Looking forward to next week:))

Pin Si Restaurant (Yishun Safra)

2009-06-09T23:23:00.000-07:00

8 June was the Grand Opening of Pin Si Restaurant (Yishun Safra)
I was very impressed by the layout and theme of the restaurant. It really broke through the traditions of Normal Chinese Restaurant and brought a more convention feeling in the design.
Food during the opening ceremony was of extremely high standard definitely alot better than hotel etc.

Prices of food is quite reasonable and they also have set meals that are of acceptable price for casual dining. Heard that their dim sum here has more variety and nicer. I'll definitely find some time to visit. Anyone wanna join me???

Redang

2009-06-09T23:10:00.001-07:00

I'm Tanned!
yes, im now coloured with mud after my trip to redang last week.
there was practically NTH to do at all there except for the sun, beach and the sea.
told my mum on the first day that I'm just here to dress nice and walk around, partly cos I've got no swimming costume to put on. But I did get my sis to prepare one for me when she was coming over. But instead of getting a Bikini, my dad got me a 2 piece swimming costume. I wore it although was rather reluctant. But It's my dad who got it for mi!!!! so it's sure must wear especially when it cost $40+++, sufficiently for me to get a bikini in expensive redang berjaya.

On the 2nd day, we went to laguna to see baby sharks. Played vball and swimmed in the sea. Got lots of wounds due to the rocks in the sea. Before heading back, grabbed a bikini top for just $10 buck. Justin chose the colour for me.

3rd day, my first time wearing bikini top. was crazy with my camera. Realise that body shape doesn't realli matter when it comes to bikini, cos when u're on the beach, u'll see alot of shapeless peps =P tink im still okok or just slightly below avg ba. Tan myself for almost half the day, then we proceed to play vball and then dinner followed by Mini Mahjong session =PPP hahahaha! nice peps to hand around with =D

so next is PHOTOS!!!!

Sentosa

2009-05-17T11:13:00.001-07:00

Lying on my bed. Trying to slp but can't. I am tired and must get some
slp.

Went to sentosa with my sis ytd and her frenz. People present, ziqi,
Clarice, justin, Chay boon, lina. Anthea and tiffany, Clarice's Fren
came at night. Played drinking games and got high. Was really very
funny as I made my sis unable to bear with me through the hilaruous
actions and words I made.

It's really nice to hang out with this grp of them. It's when being
wild is just anothe norm thing. But too much of such outings is
tedious to my wallet. Sentosa one degree 15 hotel stay, $243 per night
inclusive of GST.

Now I am back with rashes again slept at 6 n woke up at 10. I'm
tired!!!!!

Btw, my cousin finally got married on mothers' day. Photo taken before
leaving hse for meritus mandarin where we saw LOTS of "WOW-ing" cars.
How "WOW-ing"? 3 cars outside lobby, cheapest at price of $1 million.
Yep! Enough to buy a private apartment:)

201st post! Good night!

Major decision

2009-05-03T09:41:00.001-07:00

I've been thinking for days. Should I or should I not. It's painful to
make this decision but I do think that it'll be the best choice.
Tomorrow shall be the important day, where I'll seek permission from
my parents or should I say support from them. I've brought up to my
sis, who thought that it's a stupid decision. I've emailed my
classmates, hoping they'll understand. Told my boss, and I'm glad that
he's supportive of all decisions i'll make.

N my next step, after seeking permission from my parents. Will be to
email S2J about my decision, cause I believe they'll start asking
after reading this post:)

Posting throught email. Wanted up try out whether it works. But not
sure whether I got the email rite.

Resting le. Gd night. May I have a pleasant day tml.

Iphone

2009-04-15T15:39:00.000-07:00

Well, i'm rather piss. Cause my post went missing after I opened another page. No mood to post le.

Just want to say I went to sentosa last wk. Stay over at one degree 15 hotel. And visited a hotel villa at the sentosa. $1700+??? per night I think.

It's 6.43am. I'm tired! Going back to sleep! Tata!

iPhone

2009-04-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

Spent alot today! I brought 2 cleanser, 1 simple foundation and most importantly....................

MY IPHONE!!!!!!! =DDDD

I got a 8GB one instead of 16GB. Cos i see no reason to spend 150 more to get a 16GB when 8GB is alrd very sufficient for mi. But if others plan to get an iPhone, i would recommend you to get a 16GB if u like to download things.

I'm nt a gamer neither a video downloader. Just need a few songs when im bored. So no need such a huge memory. N my main purpose to get iphone is to excess internet to send n check email.

I'm happy happy happy!

Chalet

2009-04-03T03:58:00.000-07:00

Just came back from 2D1N chalet at garden terrace loyang with my sis and her classmate. It was boring and not too boring. There's actually guitar hero xbox game for us to play but i didn't really play much. We drank liquor at nite. It was forfeit for a game and sucks totally.

I lost damn lot at the first game, drank 6 pac of whisky after 6 loses. luckily my luck turn rather well in the 2nd which is also the last game. i lost the first round but subsquently heng.

First game was called 13 cards, one person will choose a card and others will guess and try not to get the card right. And yes, seems like not my luck. Kept losing.

2nd game was coin game. Singapore or Flower. Those who guess wrongly will drink. I seem to be really lucky in this game where chances of losing is actually alot more.

Drank 7 pac + alittle red wine + beer

Rashes now and Im feeling damn hot. I've bathed 3 times and there going to be a 4th ltr.

For You

2009-03-28T21:31:00.000-07:00

今天，我代表金英堂青年团，以沉重和悲痛的心情来丧掉本堂不可多得的英才，***师妹。

师妹，虽说人生自古谁无死，但是你毕竟走得太仓促了，让我们一时之间也无法接受你的离去。你的人生虽短，但是生命却充满热诚和活力。虽然你一直忍痛着病魔的纠缠，但是你却能用你微小的力量来帮助你身边的人。你的坚强和无私不是言语所能形容的，虽说人生不在乎长短，要活的充实，试问有多少人能理解它的意义呢，做得到的又有几个呢。

师妹，你把生命的价值欢体现出来，让我们了解人生的意义。你是父母亲的骄傲，也是本堂的光荣。至此，谨让我代表金英堂向你行个礼，最后愿你随祖师去，到一个让你永远快乐的天堂。

安息吧，师妹。
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The above would be dedicated to the uncle's daughter who is also one of the disciple of our temple, Kim Eang Tong. She just joined us in the last ritual and now she's gone.

I know that some of the Shi Shu of our temple feels remorseful for not being there for her when she was at the death bed. But sometimes things are just fated. When time is up, nothing can be done to save one. Just like what happened to the Pin Si colleague, Big Boss tried to call Uncle, but just can't reach him. Fated isn't it.

Tonight would be her last night. Will be representing the Youth Grp to dictate the above with the members of Kim Eang Tong who will be present tonight. I can't cry. Should not cry.

But I think, I just cant help it.

~~Rest in Peace, my dear girl~~

Treasure Life

2009-03-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

Came home from doctor appt today. saw my psychiatrist and doc-in-charge. Nth much to mention. Starting medication today.

Received 2 sad news today. One in the morning and one in the evening. One of my dad's fren daughter pass away this morning. It's rather shocking as I've just met her like weeks ago and she was still alive and all so smiley. All of the sudden, she's gone.... 4ever... Heard her mother fainted after the news and is unable to take it. But I guess no one would be able to take such a shocking news.

In the evening, my boss told me that one of the ex AMK Hub staff currently working in Woodlands Factory pass away due to road accident. It's in the newspaper. I'm sad to hear that. He's a nice guy from what I remember. Didn't really interact with him much but still when I heard from my boss what happened and what he told him, I had the urge to cry. My boss told him, "don't fall aslp, dont leave" Don't leave..... yet he left.

Life is just that fragile isn't it? Maybe someone alive and kicking would be gone the next time u hear bout them.

Treasure Life

3.00am

2009-02-25T10:44:00.001-08:00

I just reach home after gg to temple and then to Blk 233, Uncle Leong Seafood. Should help him advertise, Go AMK Blk233 at nite to try their crab, Jin1 Sha1 Xie4, my parents n siblings love it =D. Maybe their service nt tt gd but pls do support k? THANKS! =p

Was hanging arnd with my dad's fren, the aunties n uncles. I simply love to join them, their chats etc. The let me understand the society better n it's nice to hear the experiences and funny things tat occurs. It just further proves the hardship they went through to get to who n what they are today. Nt like those who get rich by climbing ur the corporate structure.

These's this rich uncle that I mentioned in my previous post. He hardwork and capabilities earned him lots of money and lots of stress. 4 hrs of slp each nite to him is alrd alot, cos normally his construction begins at nite n he wont be able to slp while worrying about the site. But no matter how stressful he is and how tedious his work is, he'll always spend his weekly saturday relaxing and enjoying life. He once said tt from mon-fri, he'll take simple meals but his sat will definitely be fine dining standard. Spending thousands every sat. Well, he just invited my parents and gang to the 72 storey high building for dinner this sat.

Tt's how most rich spend, but he also like our relaxing method. Gg to the beach, bbq-ing, playing sports etc. All those memories came back while we were chatting. He made us laugh veri badly when my elder sis mentioned tt she'll be going sun-tanning wif her male frenz this sat. N Uncle said.................... "Eh, sun tanning need to wear bikini one leh! Friday I bring you go buy. As long as you want any brand I also buy for you!" LOL! If she's willing to wear bikini, I tink even my parents dun mind buying a Prada brand for her(if there is)

I get scared n worried when they get into serious talk. I just hope that I couldn't hear anything when that happens. But I think it's just time for me to grow up and accept all this.

NNnnnn Lastly............ something random............
I WANNA GET A NETBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! real badly!

LOVE N LIFE

2009-02-22T09:16:00.000-08:00

Just check out my classmate's blog and saw his post about structure of corporate organisation and found it rather interesting. Went to the blog where the post was extracted and saw a post about why wedding rings are worn on the fourth finger. Do check it out: http://mindbloggingstuff.blogspot.com/2007/11/wedding-ring.html

However I've also heard about the reason to have the fourth finger on the left hand as for the wedding ring is because there's a blood vessel that connects directly to the heart. Wonder if it's true.

Recently I started watching the show 败犬女王. It's about a 33 yr old woman who seeks love and fell for a 25 yr old man. I cried during the part when the woman was maglign for things that she did which was misunderstood by the others. Being a woman who do not wish to explain and do not care about others forgiveness, she swallowed every nonsense and not shed a single tear.

I admired her courage and her ability, although I think that she's too extreme but nevertheless, she's nice and kind in nature. Just that she doesn't express herself well. She's a strong and capable woman and I plan to be just like that in future. No need to rely on man to survive. Woman can do just well.

Have been having thoughts of getting a boyfriend for the past month. Wanted to have someone beside me to give me a pat or a hug, showing me his concern and care for me. But I've decided to give up on this thought since the right has yet to appear. I don't need man to survive and I can do equally well with or with out man =D

It's rather saddening for me, someone who yearns to get married and have children, to hear that I shouldn't get married early. At first when I heard the story from my mum years ago, I was still thinking that things might change after so many years. But when another master of mine said the same thing after 18 years, I think I just got to believe in fate. Well, I'll rather work hard till 35 and enjoy good life afterthat, than to live a normal life forever.

Why???

Cause I'm Lee Si Hui

我能选着听天由命，也能选着掌空命运
但现在的我并不像做出任何选着

因为我的病，我失去了很多也放弃了很多
但我学会了珍惜。珍惜生命，家人，朋友。应为这一切都不是利索当然的。
我终于能够了解为什么父母听到肚里婴儿的心跳声会如此开心。
一个人，能够拥有健康的心跳是一件非常快乐的事。

在得病之前，读好书是我的全部。
生命就好像已经完全规划好似的。
6年的小学，4年的中学，3年的理工学院，3年的大学
过后进社会，努力的赚钱。45-50岁之间退休，开一间咖啡厅做我喜欢做的事。

当我在考虑是否要暂时休息时，第一个想法是我将会比其他人迟毕业，好不想要。
过后再想想，如果休息能让我做得更好，那一年半载真的那么重要吗？
人生是要在最短的时间做完所有应该做的事还是在适当的时间做完想要做的事

人生就有如一朵花。没有人知道它会几时开花，只能不断的施肥浇花。
如果太急，施了太多肥或浇了太多水，花不但不会开还会死去。
但是，就算一直耐心的照顾，到头来它可能还是不会开花。
如果幸运，真的开了花，终有一天它还是会枯萎。

人生不就是这样子，到头来还是一个死字
最重要的是它的过程。
是否成努力过，是否开心的过。
如果都做了那就已经没有遗憾了
努力了七分，另外三分就听天由命吧

My Heart Will Go On

2009-02-19T11:31:00.000-08:00

It's morning 3.32am n i've just finished watching pirates1. Nice show i must say.

I'm finding a part time job, n i need a high paying one. i NEED money.
Mainly payment for my doc fees. It isn't going to be cheap i must say. First
visit was rather nice. Doc Lee is a nice lady, she looks cute but puts on a low
cut dress =P I do feel comfortable with her arnd. Was made to do ECG on tat day.
Mum was so funny, she said my heartbeat is normal, cos there's sign of it
beating. Well, if there isn't i tink i'll most probably not be alive? It doesn't
seem normal to me. But nvm, just wait for no call from Doc Lee and im
safe.

Had a terrible nite ytd, diff breathing and constant giddiness. From this
morn, i started taking blood pressure to make sure it doesn't go low to the
extreme. But still it has been dangling arnd the norm/low level. Approx 100mmHg,
60mmHg, 57-8/min. I fear dying in my slp as there's chances occuring.

Stop sch, stop exam, start holi. Im exempted from exam and studies for the
time being. Some frenz might tink i shld cont. But i personally prefer stopping,
in someway i requested for it. 2 reasons, gives mi stress and it wont do my
result gd. Doc Lee say it's unfair for me to cont my studies now, as it'll be more like a judgement on how badly my illness have affected me rather than how my actually abilities are. Sch n Studies realli equate to HIGH stress for me, cos when I was released from the Ssss, things grew better. Although not much but still did. N im glad about it =)

Really appreciate S2J, fen n min's care. Of cos, my family esp my mum n elder sis. My mum accompanied mi to the doc and waited all alone outside for approx 2+++ hrs while i spoke to Doc Lee. My sis was the only one who made no attempt to make me feel disgusted by my illness. She was even able to joke with mi about it, which was described as "so BAD" by Doc Lee.

I'll do just fine, keeping my weak heart beating as usually. Quote from Doc Lee, "She'll get well........ It's not IF you get well, it's WHEN you get well." I'm grateful, Doc Lee!

2009-02-08T18:37:00.000-08:00

I had an amazing day ytd! My family was invited to one of my Dad's fren, Uncle Chan, Hse for Lunar New Year celebration. When we saw his hse, first thing that we could say was WOW! and after entering, it was still wow wow WOW!!! His hse is more than 5000 sq ft and worth 4-5 million! It was entirely designed and built by him. The whole hse was decorated very nicely and give a very comfortable feeling. He has an entire surround sound system centralised at the bar. Speaker found all arnd the first level.

He has 2 daughter and 1 son. All 4 rms have a plasma tv and the masterbd rm toilet also have 1. His walkway in the masterbed rm is very long and his toilet(bigger than my rm) and changing rm is veri big! His 2 daughters room is double storey, first is where the tv and study table is at and there's a stairs up to the 2nd level where it's just their bed. 3rd level is his son's rm, but before entering his son's rm, you'll see a small living room with mahjong table and ktc system.

There's a small, long pool beside his hse but he had onli used it once =P Enojyed delicacy ytd. He ordered jap food from i-mei jap for all his guest. And the price for per pax is more than $150!!!!!!!!! the chefs prepared all the food right infront of us all fresh!

He's rich and nice! =D My dad have nice frenz and that the reason y i like hanging out with uncles and aunties!

In addition to the enjoyment i had ytd. I was surprised by the Major of Central District, MP for Bishan-Toa Payoh GRC! We had orchestra performance for the Bishan North New Year Celebration and I was again the emcee. The GOH came up on the stage to do some Calligraphy and after he finished, he turn to me and said, pls leave ur contact for me ltr. But i didn't have the time to do so I was still busy with my orchestra and emcee-ing when he left. BUTTTTTT, he left mi his namecard and told mi to email him. Wonder wat's going to happen when he replies. Waitinggg...

2009-02-02T01:01:00.000-08:00

It's a start of another week. Which is also the last wk of Sch, Year 2. In 2 wks time, I'll be taking my Final Exam for Year 2 and In a month time, I'll be starting my attachment and after tat Year 3. Isn't tat fast! Having Macroeconomics tml, a sure die subject =P Anyone wanna help mi tonite? hee!

Last Sat was my dad's Company Dinner. A great success! I was the emcee and i'm glad everyone is satisfied with my Emcee-ing =D My dad was also very glad and satisfied with the whole event. Wore a dress i bought from my store. Glad alot say it's nice.

Ytd morn my mother's side relatives came over. After tat we had Chinese Orchestra Performance at AMK blk 232 Melben Seafood. The performance wasn't much of a failure , Success but can't really say that. Nth much happened actually.

Did BLAW proj today. I do like law i tink =)

Maybe i finally understood what is love. I've graciously asked our fren to find a gf for him. My fren ask mi dont i feel upset? N i told him i just want him to be happy. Of cos i'm upset, i've cried hearing him say he *** this yr. But he's of age n since tat's wat he wants, i shld just wish him all the best. If i say i totally wish tat he n the girl my fren is recommending will work out, tats all lie. I wish n at time say time wish not to happen. Selfish? But i just cant totally let go. As we contact lesser each day, the more upset i get. Maybe, it's just all fated =(

2009-01-28T18:23:00.000-08:00

My temper is getting from bad to worse. Was at the verge of blowing my top ytd in sch while doing proj. The anger was not just making me piss but making me feel like crying. Left sch at 6.30 and reach hm at arnd 8. My sis brought her collegues home without informing and i was wearing nightwear, extremely embarrass.

Finally, projects on hand are getting lesser and after tml there will just be 1 left. Such a blessing! But end of project would mean the exams are drawing near and the time table for my exams is out. 4 modules, 4 days from 19-27 feb. Amazingly, i'll be having 2 paper at night. Timing of my papers are 2-4 n 6-8, 2 days for each. Pray hard i wont fall alsp while doing he paper.

I'm in school now and i feel like slping. Tired Tired Tired! We're suppose to do a tutorial now but most of us are just playing arnd or using our comp, well there are some who are doing but im definately not one of them.

I've always loved to finish my education like how normal students will, get into a university and obtain at least a degree. But now, I'm actually thinking of working full time and studying part time. Suddenly loss again on what i should do and what are my plans for the future. The banking n finance industry is tempting with high pay and etc. But high pay equiv to high level of stress and I'm unsure whether i'll be able to handle it.

2 more weeks time, 10/02 SGH. Hope it'll help mi change.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-01-23T07:53:00.000-08:00

I had been facing some problems with blogger for the past few weeks which made me veri reluctant to post. But i'll try to do more posting since it SEEMs that my blogger is back to normal =P

I NEED LOVE!!! tat's just random.

finally, 3 projects down 2 more complete soon. im glad and not glad. some unhappy things happened during proj but definitely happy things too. im rather apologetic towards my team mates cos hasn't been attending meeting and also didn't do much. But I am still rather satisfied with my contribution for Fundamentals of Finance and Personal Selling.

my attendence of lesson have been terrible to the extend that i've already receive letters of warning for most of my modules. i have told some part of the reasons to some but actually that is not the actual reason. Do not have the courage to say out and it's also rather personal.

i need rest and it's new year soon! so rest??? is far from mi. it's studying time!!! after tat work time!!! n then Year 3!

WOW! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO YOU PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!
Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni Ah!
Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni!

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2009-01-16T18:44:00.000-08:00

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Im in sch early in the morning for nth but proj. IT'S A SAT!!! but wat can i do. today will not be a easy day with 2 proj and 1 "work" to do. cant disclose wat work it is but it's just worrrkkkkk. im deprived from slp!!! i realli am!

Stayed in sch till arnd 7.15pm ytd, it was a loonnnngggg day from 8am-7.15pm in sch. 45 more mins and it'll be full 12 hrs =S After which, i went to Sim Lim Square wanting to get some stuff. But by the time i reach there it was alrd 8.30+++ = all shops closed. Reached hm arnd 11+ n took my dinner. Slpt at arnd 2? IM TIRED!!!!

Wed was an extremelllyyyyyy enjoyable day! S2J meet up with Jun You!!! went to Pin Si AMK Hub to eat. VERY NICE DAY!!!! we laughed n laughed like no ones business. After longggg waiting for Jun You's car to arrive at AMK Hub, everyone was soooo hungry. The food was nice! I like the baked rice now. It's tasty =D Hope we'll have more outing soon.

Im sick of proj and working with some proj mates. IM TIRED AND WANT TO HAVE HOLIDAY QUICK!!!! attachment is moreeeeee betteerrrr than sch work!

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someday

2009-01-03T00:47:00.000-08:00

Yes, I am back to blogging. After 2 months of long waiting, I think most of my readers are already gone. Haaz!

It's a brand new year and CNY is coming soon. It's really very fast I've got to say.

Recently, S2J had a gathering at Uncle Leong Seafood Restaurant at AMK Blk 233. Buttttt, we went in the afternoon, so wasn't there for seafood. We were there for chicken rice, baked salted chicken rice by PinSi. Chit chatted while waiting for PX to come after her golf session. Really enjoyed myself. Can't stop laughing at Janis who was laughing at her own joke. hahaha!

Wrote a letter for each of S2J. Really miss them. Was packing my room just now and saw our year book. Read about the part on Cameron Highland. I really miss that time. We eat, slp n laugh together. Karen n I agreed that we'll visit Japan n Hong Kong one day together when we're allowed to go overseas with frenz =D

Happy New Year to all!!!!

So attracted to tat someone. Willing to do everything for him not asking for anithing in return. Yearn to have his love but time n time again, hurt wif words of his recommending other guys to mi. Somedayyyyy i'll wait....... hopefully

CLUB!

2008-10-24T18:59:00.000-07:00

YES! i went clubbing ytd @ dbl O. it wassssss wow-ing?

i thought i was overdress ytd after seeing my sis n her frenz. but found that i was counted as average when i saw the ladies in the hall. the dance floor was realli high but i didn't go down. wasn't realli interested in dancing.

main purpose ytd was to drink and to get my sis fren drank. andddddd, i was kinda like the factor to make the person drink. wat do i mean by tat???? hmmmm, diff to say =P wellll, i did manage to get him to drink quite alot. which also mean tat i drank alot. seriously, although i do say that i drink, but all i've tried before was white/red wine and maybe a little beer. but ytd we drank, vodka rib(taste nice!=D), red bull vodka??? (unsure bout the name but it taste rather well too) and one more tat im unsure of the name. the later was the strongest among all n i took alot of cups of tat. at least 4-5 cups, n it taste like *bleahhhhh* most of them was drank except for one??? hu was actually also high. i tried my best to keep cool and tahan all the way hm before i vomitted. the others was actually lying on the grass outside my hse. justin made sure i went to bed first before getting the others in cos he noe i was at my limit le.. hahahaha! THANKS JUSTIN!!!!

tink mani would like to ask whether anione came up to get my no. or etc. at first no, then there was this guy whom i forgot his name (cant be bothered) who spoke to mi and asked for my name, guess wat's my reply???? DARK!!!! n he said tats a unique name, yes it is i noe. n i gladdly lovvveeee it =D my sis got rather worried and kept telling justin to "照顾我妹妹" soooooo, justin came up to me n said "im ur boyfriend for tonight" thanks! but wasn't realli put to use cos i left the guy with the reason "i've got to drink with my fren" which was true, one more pac of watever liquor it was.

high high HIGH!!!! when i vomited, it was low low lowwwwww.... MY THROAT HURTS!!!!!
head hurts too!

okkkayyy, i noe wat's tat stupid thing tat have salt arnd the tip of the cup and require sucking of lemon aft drinking. it's a common liquor called TEQUILA SHOT!!!

2008-10-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

first wk of sch ended. onli went for 3 days n nth much happened.

i've lost my job! anione wanna hire mi????? hehehe!

no mood to blog actually....

2008-10-10T12:51:00.000-07:00

sch's reopening soon. gonna miss work again.. haiz! miss "ahmad" sending mi hm. HEEZ! but got to work real hard nxt sem!

designed a poster tat im not satisfied with and an email adv tat i dun noe how to convert to email out. can anione help mi out?

gonna celebrate dad's n uncle san's bdae tml. goodie foodie again! =D

2008-09-22T23:20:00.000-07:00

Im 18 officially since 2 weeks ago. any major changes in life? unsure. just tat i need to get a date for my basic theory test or my parents gonne nag mi everytime they see mi.

Did not celebrate with any of my friends. Instead had an advance celebration by my dad's fren together with my mum's bdae. A 16 pax meal for $2200+++. But the food's realli WOW-ing! Imagine taking bird nest as the 2nd dish of the day. Nice food n nice peps from Pin Si Yishun =D

Thing realli do change when u get older. I've just been granted permission to get BF! LOL! But tat's provided i can get one. Told my sis i wanna go take alook at how clubbing is like n she's extremely enthu about it. haha! Actually her reply was, " U SURE? If sure then i can call.... We can go next Wed, ladies nite" LOL! I told her im afraid i'll leave every soon.

I cant figure it out. Y do i always fall for the wrong person n get myself so deeply hurt? N this time round, it's realli damn wrong. haiz!

hurt

2008-09-22T10:32:00.001-07:00

i was hurt ytd. i am still hurt today.

i have nv felt so useless. y do i feel like they've all misunderstood mi. im apologetic but im not at fault. maybe i m partly, but it's definitely not all my fault. she's the one hu raise her voice first. NOT MI!

i hate this kinda feeling. hate it totally!

i need to cheer up!

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2008-09-13T10:29:00.000-07:00

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2008-09-04T10:56:00.001-07:00

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2008-09-01T15:58:00.000-07:00

i've alrd lost track on how long ago was my last post done. but it's definitely veriiiii long time ago. nth special happening in my life though. sch+work n maybe a few little other stuff. tat's practically all.

time realli passes fast and maybe after starting work, one will lose the feeling of "Yay! My Bdae is coming!" kinda feeling. I was like, "on ya, it's alrd sept" when someone reminded mi bout my bdae tat i've almost totally forgotten. soooooo........ wat's my plan for my 18 bdae this yr? it's the precious 18!!!! im working tat day. Rather happy im working. at least im doing something enjoyable tat day n spending it with my great frenz at work =D

mum bdae is tml. celebrating at Pin Si Yishun. hope we'll get to use the ktv system.

im destroying myself. don't ask mi y, i just m..

2008-05-19T22:21:00.000-07:00

IM PISSED!

wat a great way to start my post. but IM PISSED!!! pissed by everything! im starting to hate poly AGAIN! projects n projects, hmwk n hmwk. but tat's not the main thing n also not the stupid thing. the stupid thing is my grpmates. maybe the prob is with mi, but i realli dun noe how to solve it. Imagine having a whole team tat doesn't respond. when u say something they just keep quiet. when u ask whether everything's ok, there just stare blankly at their notebk. n onli respond when look into their eyes n ask them(something like demanding for ans). HOW TO WORK?!

so again today RWPS, ask n ask n ask, onli one person bothered to respond. i finished the whole assignment n in the end it was still MI who presented. Extremely piss off! NVM!

Im just moody this days. Its my prob, i dun noe how to solve it too. haiz!

Im falling into a bottomless pit again. N this time round, i noe tat even if it's a mutual thingy, it might not be successful. I miss him, want him to be happy, feel sad when he's sad. Wanna destroy everything tat's making him moody. He's very moody n stress now. i just want him to be happy.

2008-02-21T21:00:00.000-08:00

This post is dedicated to my one and only beloved family.

I am a very lucky girl who was given a very loving family. We ain't like any other family who sticks together, have dinner together and chat about every thing in the world. We ain't like those family who goes shopping or have dinner out at least once a month. We're a family of six, which had nv(in my memory) had a proper chat and rarely have dinner together. Nv goes shopping together and have dinner together maybe once 6 months. But i still feel glad being in this family.

my father is diff from the other fathers. he's not like other fathers who remember their child's bdae, who brings them out to do things their child like to and jokes with them about everyhting in the world. But he kisses our forehead and cover our blankets for us secretly when we're aslp, carries us back to our room when we slp in the living room, work extremely hard everyday and bare with all the stress and anger just to earn money for us to live comfortably and aiming to buy a hse for each of his child.

my mother is a special mother. She's just like other mothers who brings her daughter out shopping, for medi n pedi, spend willingly to make her daughter beautiful. Not just tat, she cooks the nicest meal in the whole world n protects her child with her life. She's not a mother hu have heart to heart talk with her child, but she'll always tell her child to stop working so hard and take some rest when they're tired. She nv allows her daughter mi to get into ani relationship, but when i tell her i did, she'll just call mi to decide myself. She's a contradicting person, but she contradicts for her child.

my elder sister seems more like an elder brother to mi. She dont go shopping with her sister, neither does she sits n gossips bout guys wif her. We nv realli manage to have a proper conversation with each other without ending up quarrelling. But when we have heart to heart talk through MSN conversation, i just realise she's the person hu noes mi the best n tat i can tell her all my big secrets tat i kept from every single one. We seldom stick together but i always trust her taste in choosing cloths n things for mi. We seem to always complain bout each other to others when we're together, but i noe tat praises of mi will come out from her mouth when im not arnd. n when others bad mouth mi, she'll definitely stand out to protect mi.

my younger sister is just like a normal sister going through wat i've gone through before. sometimes, i'll hate her to core but deep down i dont. sometimes she also hate mi extremely n refuse to talk to mi. but just after a while, we'll be back to normal. when i tell her i feel veri tired bout sch n stuff, she'll tell mi she'll support mi forever. She do not say she cares for mi, but from little actions n words, i just noe she do.

my younger brother is more like a younger sister+brother to mi.He's soooo pampered by all of us n spoilt to a certain extend, but still we love him lots n lots n shower him with lots of love. We all noe he's just still growing.

life.........

2008-02-19T21:09:00.000-08:00

Working at bricks world now. It's realli veri veri quiet this days. N times book store is under going renovation, so wat i'm facing now is just white boards. haiz!

im destroying my health, my mentality and my life. wat the hell m i doing n y m i doing this to myself. i dun understand it too. but it doesn't matter animore.

went for dad's comp dinner last sun and it was the first time an employee actually got sooooo dead drunk and laid in the rest floor and refuse to move. made a big scene which was so embarassing. but luckily it's uncle san's rest(Pin Si) so it's still rather OK. wasn't full after the dinner as i didn't noe there was onli veri few dishes this yr (cant blame it when one of the dish is "Buddha Jumps Over the Wall") but enjoyed myself and like my attire tat day. So i went camera crazy when i reached hm. hahahahahahaha!

overview of my attire.

i just like the mi in this pic. hahahaha!

2008-02-03T19:18:00.000-08:00

I just posted a post but it wasn't successful, so here i am retyping wat i wrote. Rather amazing how human works, we nv seem to be able to repeat doing something exactly the same. An example, I might be trying to post the same thing, but the way i write for both the post would definitely be different even if the idea is the same. haha!

Working is driving mi crazy, soon i tink. 3 jobs at 3 places. It's not something nice i must say. Rather tiring to be exact, but wat to do, im just trying to help out (maybe some people might not appreciate but it realli doesn't matter) Wish to have a break but there's nothing i can do if i dun work. Contradicting, i noe. but sometimes it does feel gd to see money rolling into ur pocket. But u'll soon get sick of seeing money(which is not urs) rolling in. Can money till blur!

Exam for mi was officially over on the 31st of Jan, which also means it HOLIDAY time! but Holiday is equivilent to NOTHING TO DO, n tat's how it's link to my busy work[S]. Haven't gone to temple for quite some time. I miss it! but New Year is coming, so will get to see them soon!

I've successfully gained arnd 2.5kg within the past few days. Can't blame mi, there's just toooooooo much yummy goodies in my hse and im having a FEAST everyday! dun be surprise tat i'll be back to 60kg after New Year. HIGHLY POSSIBLE! wahahaha!

Im in Marina Square Bricks World, this is a nicer n slacker job, where i can play games in the store n use the internet (with my manager's permission).

Before i end, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE N ALL!!! MAY U GUYS COLLECT LOTS N LOTS OF HONG BAOs!!!!!

"wanna watch 'chang jiang qi hao' n 'lao shi jia lao da'"

2008-01-10T16:12:00.000-08:00

today's the last day of sch. sounds weird though cos my last post was just arnd 2 weeks ago and i said tml's the first day of sch. well, sp sch term for term 4 is just 3 weeks. so now i'm onli left with exam exam exam and exam! got to work hard!

im damn tired today! slept at 2.30 and woke up at 6 today. still didn't manage to finish my portfolio. got to continue rushing during th 3 hrs break ltr. haiz! stress! MOB exam is next mon, a "gone case" module i tink. just hope to pass the paper this time.

i "pon" sch ytd. went shopping with mum and sis at sun plaza followed by causeway point. bought munchy donuts but still have tried, wonder whether there will be animore left for mi tonight/tml. had lunch at pastamania(my sis wanted to) and bought food from yoshi for my mum and mi yakun bread(im now seriously addicted to it). recalled the secondary school days and miss S2J damn lot! feel so bad for missing the gathering and etc. can we meet out for lunch at yoshi or pastamania someday next week? haha!

2008-01-01T01:14:00.000-08:00

It's 2008. A new year have come and another year has pass. Time really flies and I am growing older and older as days passes. It sounds rather funny for me to say that, but the thought of me being 18 this year kind of scares me. Weird isn't it? I've been telling everyone that I don't mind growing older, but it seems to be untrue. Haha! Well, can't blame XP

Ytd was YiRu's bdae, but we did not hold the BBQ that day. Had BBQ and stayover at YiRu's place on the 30th. It was fun and a had a good chat with YaoZhun and Danish, glad to know both of them. Good friends to have! Slept at arnd 6 that morning? then woke up at arnd 11+. Had Lunch/Breakfast and shopping at causeway with YiRu's Family and mine. Didn't manage to get myself anything though. So got to go somewhere else to shop for CNY clothing. But now got to concentrate on STUDYING! haiz! New Year = Start Sch = Exam! SAD!

I simply love my temple! Shi Gong Dan was WONDERFUL! Alot of things happened but we still enjoyed ourselves. Chinese Orchestra Performance was the best among all the performances we had. Everything went rather smoothly throughout. But there are just some irritating people who really pisses alot of us off. All we can do is ren ren and REN!

Chinese Orchestra Meeting was held ytd. Had a great talk with Teacher and other uncles and aunties from Orchestra. Glad that most of them share the same point of view as me and YaoZhun. So was rather happy when we came up with some decision to solve all this problems. YEPPY! Chinese Orchestra will definitely be better this yr! Oh ya, i also decided to join Kebun Baru CC Orchestra when my sch term ends this yr. Happy to see that Teacher and the others are happy to have me in their Orchestra. =D

Shall end here and start doing my hmwk. Tml the start of New Term. JIA YOU!!!

(congrats tat YZ did well in exam and Danish, dun be disappointed!)

2007-12-13T17:05:00.000-08:00

IM TIRED!!! Haven taken a gd rest for the whole week and am sooooo restless. There is a serious need for me to repay my slp debts some day. Tink the only day where i can do tat would be sunday. PROVIDED, there's no sudden decision for me to go out.

Today is the last day! YEPPY!!! Tml will be the start of sch holiday. A 2 week break that isn't a break at all. Y? 2 week break = 2 week of Proj rushing n Revision! Year end is coming and the MAJOR exam is coming soon too. Proj are dueing soon and it's time to prepare for the end of Sem exam. Haiz! 1 yr realli passes veri veri fast!

Shi gong dan i realli drawing near. Now all the preparation and planning are in the process. Everyone is gathering and joining in the fun! Haha! So what's the plan for Shi Gong Dan???
23rd Dec - There will be "qing shen" at 12 as usual. There will be a mini performance by the Chinese Orchestra with 6 person, namely, Wei Xiong, Yao Chieh, Brian, Anne, Yi Ru n Mi doing shen da. All the different grps in KET will take turn to wish our Shi Gong. KET-YouthGrp will be doing the poem recital tat we did 2 yrs ago. Stalls would be set up by the "Fu Nv Tuan" and some of the other disciple, these stalls would provide free food for all to try. I'll also be having a stall selling cookies and chocolate. But mine is SELLING la, which means not for free. The profit would of cos go to... the ket-youthgrp fund! so peps hu are going pls support. hehe!
24th Dec - It would be the Annual Dinner that we'll be holding. Looking forward to helping out. There will be 2 shen da with Hua Yue, however we're still unsure hu will be doing the shen da n also not sure whether the whole hua yue will be up or not.
25th Dec - The big day for the Chinese Orchestra! Our performance day! Wanted to ask frenz down but most of them would not be able to make it as it's also christmas, so didn't bother asking. (tried asking last yr but no one came. haha!) After the CO performance would be a karoake session, will keep singing n singing! haha!

Other then Shi Gong Dan, I'll be veri busy with proj and work. So dun realli tink will be able to go out frequently with frenz. SORRI! Jun is back! but i haven seen or heard from him. Hope to see him real soon!!! will be missing the 4e1 class chalet n bbq due to work.

Work has been fun. The food there is yummy! but well, i've onli been eating melts (something like pizza but the crust is bread and basic sauce is mayo). Rather interested to try the salad and have cravings for onion rings n fries. But nvm, still got other days. hahaha! Alot more time to go i shld say.

Lesson ending le, proceeding to another class for next lesson. 2 more hrs to lunch break and 7 more to end of sch. Count down................................

2007-11-18T18:57:00.000-08:00

Another week pass which means shi gong dan is drawing near (tat's a gd thing!) but year end exam is also coming. I had an enjoyable weekend, fruitful one i should add on.

I've gotten back my result quite sometime ago and it's quite gd but i almost failed my MOB. Was rather piss and sad when someone asked mi for my result. It was VERI obvious that she wants to compare out result. N my fren said that he hear her asking whether i top the class or not. I GOT 54! happy? n yes, u won mi by ALOT. I'm not interested to compare my result with urs n im NOT gd ok!

Went for Yao Zhun's concert quite a few sats ago, it not a perfect performance, but still gd! Can see tat zhun was realli nervous bout his solo, but he did his best and didn't give up. tat's sufficient! gave him white roses, he got flowers and bear too! haha! tink he got the most stuff.

i found a new job, working as service crew at the Liquids Cafe near my hse. It's quite a tired job i must say. Not as simple as the one at BricksWorld. Got to take orders, serve, wash dishes, sweep n mob the floor, was the toilet, clear bins etc. But the people are nice, although i still dun dare to talk to them. Last day of training on this fri and it's one of the staff's bdae! so we'll be having a party for her at the Liquids.

Last sat was FUN FUN FUN! had KET chalet, BBQ n 2 Annv celebration for CO! i miss the first nite which was fri due to work! heard tat they had BBQ n celebrated my parent's 20 Wedding Annv!!! I thought they were not going to celebrate it le!!! didn't expect them to celebrate. If i noe they were celebrating, i wouldn't miss the nite!!!! IT'S MY PARENT's WEDDING ANNV!!!!!! HOW CAN I MISS IT!!!!! haiz! but nvm! Glad they enjoyed and Wish them LOVING FOREVER!!! I LOVE DADDY n MUMMY!!!

realli have to thank mummy, yi hui auntie, auntie kelly n "ah ma" for all their hardwork for the chalet. Noe tat all of them are veri tired esp after working for weeks! they made all this possible, without them, this chalet wont be a success. THANKS ALOT!

lots of proj coming up n dueing soon as this term is coming to an end in 2 weeks time. Year 1 is ending soon which means im facing my year end exam REAL soon! go to work real hard! GAMBATTE SI HUI!

i might be falling in love but i noe im falling out of love before i can actually fall in love. haha! weird statement! LOL!

2007-11-11T16:53:00.000-08:00

almost 1 month. wasn't in the mood to blog and there's also nothing much to blog about. time realli passes fast, it's alrd week 8 in sch which mean arnd 5 more week to term break and arnd 10 more to major exam, sem exam. which wld also mark the end of my year 1 in poly. fast isn't it? it seems to me tat i've just graduated from sec and just stepped into this new env, but time proves mi wrong.

last week was MST- Mid Sem Test, had 5 paper which 4 of it i've totally no confidence. esp the first 2 paper i took, MOB-Management and Organisation Behaviour and ITABII-IT Application in Business 2. Just hope that i can get at least a B although i realli wish to get an A.

it was Pei Xian's bdae last sat! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIXIAN!!! we went to vivo city and went for lunch at a Jap Rest (food at vivo is realli DAMN exxxx!!!) there was a set meal at $12 and so we went for it. before tat, we went to swensen n saw tat the price of the meal is double the normal swensen. CRAZY! the food was not bad, forgot to take photo. btw, there was px, darren, drew and eunice C. for lunch. watch stardust at GV, it's a nice show, some parts realli make u LAUGH. wld recomment u guys to watch it. darren n eunice C. couldn't make it for the movie, but we were joined by oon. so 4 person watch the show STARDUST! i left after tat to go to temple, had a veri nice and happy day!

went out with zhun they all ytd to esplanade for the concert by bukit batok cc band on movie blockbuster! it wasn't as gd as the SAF band and all of us almost fell aslp. but nevertheless, it's still ok. was rather moody for watever reason i dun noe, but i tink attitude was rather bad, so realli sorri to zhun. oh ya, green apple coconut jelly is nicer than pearl. but im still stuck with lychee red tea, shld start changing flavour. went to temple after the concert to do self practicing. i dunnoe wat's got into mi. im realli veri sorriiii!!!! i was soooooo bad. haiz! stupid mi!

zhun got a haircut, nice.

"what does star do?"
"stars cant shine with shattered heart"

2007-10-19T18:21:00.000-07:00

im back to post pics.. had a tough week this week.. but everything is over.. next week will be last week before elearning n 2 weeks before MST week.. means exam coming! hope will do well!!!

scored well for SPSS and ok for IDEAs.. but im still rather worried bout IDEAs cos it's NOT simple! i repeat again, i've no creativity!

just helped jun in one of his speech (just help classify into topics).. i find his speech veri gd.. alot of evidence, examples and also point of view that many people have neglected about the media, parapazzi and artist..

im extremely tired but there's just something wrong with mi.. tink maybe going to get some sleeping pills from mummy tonight? i have been slping well lately! haiz!

it's raining now, and everyone is still aslp except for mi n my maid.. going to watch zhun's performance ltr.. JIA YOU ZHUN!!!!

my new hair! rebonded.. this is taken in class while teaching is teaching MOB!!! hehe!

mi n zhun! he say i look like bar gal!!!!

Zhun n my family.. from youngest to oldest! so cute.. all cannot see the eyes!

2007-10-14T18:00:00.000-07:00

rebonded my hair le.. now in class n having lots of people staring.. stupid!

had outing on sat! so fun! like going out with them! marina south for steamboat.. cool!

sun was concert at esplanade with zhun they all.. veri nice! SAF Band veri nice.. got to noe new fren.. he's nice =D

2007-10-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

im back to post.. shld be a short one i thing cos i'm alrd half dead! extremely tired today, dun even have the energy to talk.. so can just imagine how hard it is for mi to type!

just finished 3 test this week.. first one was quite ok, second was crap n third, hope i did well..

trying hard everyday to find the motivation to study! but it always ends up motivation to pass each other so tat weekend will be near soon.. maybe im just still not use to the teachers n the lesson ba.. seriously, i prefer last sems ITAB teacher as compared to this sem.. but well, cant change my teacher so can onli change how i feel..

started to dislike eating but then still got to.. will be going for ket-qnt outing for steamboat session! so happy, but also mean will gain maybe bout 2 kg.. haiz! then got to exercise to bring it down again..

im rebonding my hair tml (big news) so quite looking forward to tml.. a new hairstyle! or shld i say just going back to the one i had 3 yrs ago? well, it's still like a brand new start! hope things in my life wld be like my hair! a brand new GD start!

wanted to do hmwk but gave up.. shall find time to do it tml!

"im i falling into a bottomless pit again?"

2007-10-12T07:29:00.001-07:00

Photobucket Album

2007-10-12T00:59:00.001-07:00

Photobucket Album

2007-09-29T07:19:00.001-07:00

first week of sch have past. it's seems like everything is moving on and i cant catch up. I do not like the new modules tat i'll be taking this sem. ITAB2, Critical Reasoning Skills, IDEAs not my cup of tea. Management and Organisation Behaviour is still alright for mi. PACC, Econs, Stats are continued this sem. Music Appreciation isn't tat diff i believe. Will try to find a way to start liking wat i dislike. Just like how im trying to accept them.

got back my result this week for PACC n Econs. 80 for both. got to work real hard this sem to pull it up so tat i can get A during end of this sem! it's hard but i'll work hard for it! hope all will go well for mi and tat i'll be able to reach my target at the end of the sem!

had CO performance last sunday. It wasn't well done as compared to the tai ping trip but nevertheless, we still enjoyed ourselves veri much. I tried out emcee-ing for the whole programme which included welcoming of MP, Pomelo competition and even lucky draw. Did try my best to build up the atmosphere, but still... haiz! like wat they've been saying, talking to myself.

after CO, we went to uncle leong's seafood to take supper and the whole CO youthgrp got real high and crazy esp when teacher started playing his er hu. Sing and Dance, cheer and shout like crazy! had stomach muscle ache after tat. im looking forward to the next performance which i believe might be coming soon?

went to amk lib to study emath wif yz. Siyi meet us awhile later to study too. Almost vomited blood when SiYi ask mi bout Mean for the 3rd time! finally i got to revise my fav emath! the subject tat i've been missing dearly since long time ago!!!

ytd was another extremely enjoyable day. 881 movie at GV J8! Who were there????? Director Royston Tan, Little Papaya Mindee Ong and Ling Yi Liu Ling Ling!!!! so happy to see them esp Royston Tan. Didn't expect him to come! Did emcee-ing and was veri veri veri nervous at first but in the end, still did not do the way i planned (got to react accordingly to situation). Sat between Yao Zhun and Yao Chieh. Kept talking to both of them and hear Yao Chieh singing. Yao Zhun was veri tired and fall aslp at some point! hahahaha! Thumbs up the 881! 881 Huat Arhz! Kim Eang Tong Huat Arhz! Qing Nian Tuan Huat Arhz! Hua Yue Tuan Huat Arhz!!!!!!

Im becoming veri veri health or should i say weight consious recently. Trying hard to maintain my weight but it's shooting up. So now, i've to try to let it come down again! watch diet and exercise!!!!!

We were dao-ing each other

Zi Yuan! Mummy and mi!

Zhun and mi studying hard for EMath!

"wishing for u to take a look at mi!"

2007-09-22T09:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Ah Ma!!!! just ended the bbq session n grandma's staying overnight in my hse! yeppy! it's real fun bbq-ing but tat also means i ate alot.. i tink gained at the veri least 1 kg.. haha! time to exercise again! i love the durian mooncake i ate.. mini snow skin durian mooncake.. it's filled with durian puree n it's yummy! all other food also veri nice but the cake was rather a disappointment.. maybe becos i've got a high expectation from them but wasn't tat gd in the end.. haiz!

Went for mentoring this morning n im realli sick of the CCA.. esp the coordinator.. i noe tat playing with the kids r impt but u guys should also try to look arnd n see whether all kids r joining in or not.. 3 kids were fighting n 1 cried.. doubt they noticed it.. haiz! left early with clarice as she have to go to work n i cant stand staying there.. so reached lakeside n decided to take a bus to wdld.. 1 hr n 15 mins ride i tink reached wdld at 2..

went rnd doing nth till 4.30 before meeting alvin, jun jie, izzat, oon, darren n jemi for the meeting.. oh ya.. before tat i went to a place selling traditional coffee n toast at the civic centre.. terrible experience.. will nv go there animore.. Alumni meeting is nice.. We will work hard n keep this club going! nv let it die down again!

tml is the OC's performance.. i haven prepared my emcee-ing.. haiz! tml one will just try to drag as far as possible n combine as mani songs as possible so as to lessen my talk.. wahaha! clever mi!

damn stupid.. the rashes in my face came up again becos of the bbq.. haiz haiz haiz!!!!!!!

2007-09-15T10:00:00.000-07:00

back back back at 1.01am... haha! fun day fun day fun day... coolllldddddd!!!!!!!! hehe!

this week, full of ups n downs.. downs being my result n partially my timetable.. a mess i tink.. haha! but im going to find a GEM(General Elective Module) to fill my time slot.. making it look more organise.. haha! 3 days lesson ending at 5.. it's going to be three lonnggg days.. mon ends at 3 n wed 12 (yeppy!) most of my lesson starts at 10.. n it's NOT a gd news.. i would rather they start at 9 n end at 4.. not tat i want to end sch early but becos i can catch the direct train to sch.. n now, i cant!!!! arghz!!!! hate transferring mrt at jurong east.. it's damn packed!!!! im looking forward to sch reopen! n im telling myself tat i dun hate sch becos i dislike them.. i must love sch cos i love studying! JIA YOU SI HUI!!!!! oh ya, the day i got my timetable, i started looking through my GEMs.. NNnnn....... i dreamed bout mi choosing my GEM the whole night.. lol! wat a tiring dream... n i dreamt bout something else................ which i cant say.. hehe!

i've been exercising everyday i tink bout it doesn't help mi lose weight.. it just helps to maintain cos i've been eating ALOT this few days.. this is wat happens when u have nothing to do n can onli eat eat n eat! haha! i've been seriously eating alot this days.. esp today.. ate bread n a biscuit this morn n went for coastal cleanup.. when hm n slept till 3.30.. woke up n ate pandan n durian cake.. after tat, my sis came hm wif my mum n they bought bread... it's realli realli veri nice.. n i end up eating lots of them.. i started making cookies after tat n ate cookies too... so by 4.30.. i was bloated n wanted very much to vomit but i didn't.. haha! tinnking of not eating dinner.. but in the end ate fries n apple pie.. when i reach temple, i ate mooncake (KL master bought from KL, it's UNIQUE!!!!) at arnd 10+++ auntie kelly bought nuggets n fries from Mac, so i started eating again! went blk 233 to eat again before coming hm.... sick of eating!!! hope to be la!!! hahahahahaha!

went for coastal cleanup today.. we're soooooooo lucky!!!! the very first time in 7 yrs!!! it rained!!!! yes.. first time.. i woke up late n didn't have time to bathe, so practically i was still very sleepy.. reach sch n met up with the others n joined my grp.. Jia hao, one more guy whom i forgot his name, jesslin, aina, catheline.. hope i spelled their names rite.. first we went to wrong trans cos labelled wrongly.. thought is i saw wrongly, but mr chong also thought i went to the right trans.. haha! after picking up some of the litters, it started to rain... heavy! rush everyone into the mangrove as the dense trees would block out some rain.. however, after awhile, someone sent instructions to go out.. but there wasn't any given from mr chong.. so i ran round looking for him.. by the time i got him, the students were alrd on their way out of the mangrove.. the water level was rising n i was totally wet like the others.. but the supervisors(us) still went round taking out the tape n label... i bought my team back to the toilet first but allowed the students to wash up while i waited for the others... by tat time, all of us were wet inside out.. we didn't change out n it was FREEZING in the bus... hahahaha! by the time we reached sch.. i told chong we're very very cold n he just laugh n laugh at us... funny la him... overall, i enjoyed my day n my grp mates are nice... they even wave at mi when they left in the bus... hahah!

it was fun but tiring... so i got hm bathe n fell deep in love with my lovely bed... woke up at 3.30 planning to make cookie.. dun tink i realli succeed... i will try to make some improvement myself.. went out to meet chloris, chermin, cariscia n wei xiong.. cariscia veri veri pretty now.. realli look like felicia chin.. had nice talk... relationship getting better le ba.. then went to temple.. met KL master... n the "hong2 fa3 tuan2" had their meeting... woho! 881! 28/09 fri 7.45 pm, GV Bishan.. wait for the newssss!!!!!!!

"opening up minds bring u to happiness... no matter how the future will be, just remain happy now!"

2007-09-11T22:13:00.000-07:00

back to post! but will be a short one...

i got back my SEM result le n got my current GPA.. Im not happy with my result cos i nv hit the target tat i set!!!! i wanted to achieve GPA higher than 3.5 but didn't get.. Got 3.3 for overall GPA.. must work real hard next sems to achieve a better result!!!!

So here goes my result :

Effective Communication- B
Fundamentals of Marketing - B
Character Development - B+
ITAB1 - Dist

Im veri satisfied with my result for ITAB (my target) but getting Dist n A no much diff, grade still 4.0... haiz!!!!

2007-09-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

all the gifts.... From Zhi Yu - Jacket!!!! From my mummy- Trumpet necklace

All from Pei Xian, Karen N Oon - Cardigan, Set of earrings n necklace n a VERI cute pouch!

From Yi Xuan! drawn by Yao Chieh! it's realli veri veri sweet!!!

From Yao Zhun, Yi Ru n Yao Chieh! I've been wanting a BIG cup n now i have one!!!

Red Packets from Mummy, 4th Aunt n 5th Aunt!

This Cute little keychain is from PX n the Beautiful flowers from Oon!

From Kong Cheng - Multi Purpose Necklace cum belt cum quite a few things! hehe!

My elder sis said, "Na, ur time being bdae gift!" hehe! It's cute la! im collecting this kinda series!!!

2007-09-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

today's post is bout my bdae.. it's a mixture of happiness n sadness?

i enjoyed my actual bdae totally.. took onli 1 meal tat day.. from morn to night.. absolutely crazy i must say.. but it was to fantastic day for mi.. thanks for all the gift everyone! shall post some pics ltr...

n today, we went to mind cafe.. it's a nice place n not expensive.. it's at the ok range n i dont mind going more times.. was quite high when playing taboo.. then after tat.. dun noe wat happen.. moodswing i tink, didn't have mood animore then some more not feeling well.. so left straight after mind n didn't join the others.. the chicken we took was veri nice..

oh ya, i went for blood test this morn then walk round cityhall area which includes ms, suntec, raffles followed by plaza sing... rather stupid i tink.. i tink i seriously cant be left alone for a long time.. cos it'll bring my mood down n it'll be diff to pull it up again..

thanks to all hu celebrated my bdae with mi today.. enjoyed myself... n sorry for being such a spoiler..

im changing for the worst.. trying to find a path to bring mi back to hu i use to be.. overcome the hurdle n the old mi will be back!

2007-09-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

im back blogging after so long.. didn't realise time passes soooo fast, yet i wish tat it'll slow down.. my life is in a terrible mess.. just realli wish to enjoy this holi n hope tat the next sem nv comes.. i dun wish to see them!

exams over, so it's holi time.. practically did nth but just eat slp n watch tv.. of cos going to work too n sometimes doing choc.. n one more, pestering my mum to bring mi out early for breakfast.. now she's seriously afraid when i ask her wat we're eating tml.. haha! n she said this to mi, "can u faster go back sch study?!" hahahaha! i love going to breakfast with my mum.. maybe she wont understand y, but i just want to enjoy being loved n cared for.. im not saying tat no one show mi love. of cos there are, my family, S2J n ket-qnt... but spending half a year with grp of people whom im sick to hang out with.. haiz!

i tink i gained at least 2 kg this week.. i've been eating eating eating n eating!!! non stop! cos of all the praying, dinners n also BBQ!!! haha! ytd was tcher day celeb, went back to sch n miss the noodles! but nv eat cos got to go to dad's office to eat.. ate alot! then went tracz bbq, she's leaving for UK soon.. slowly everyone's leaving.. haiz! ate alot alot alot too! but im just glad to see my sec sch mates n S2J! pour out everything to them.. haiz! i tink i made them worry alot..

today went to loyang with s2j, help mr chong! fun fun fun! mud spaaaaaa!!!! hahaha! after tat went back hm did choc n then prepare go dinner at my old hse.. eat ALOT!!!! again!

this thurs was my last day of work.. sad to leave.. have been working there for 6 months! after tat rush to class chalet.. i actually rush there with 2 packets of hello panda.. n all tat happened... i had a urge to cry n so went outside the room to msg px.. swallow the tears tat wanted to flow n now it's pouring out...

im totally, utterly disgusted by them! i DISLIKE THEM! I DO NOT WISH TO SEE THEM AGAIN!!!! but do i have a choice? dont say bout losing my laughter.. m i even going to lose my smile?

in the past, i could still laugh like crazy when im with s2j... but now, i tink it affected mi so much tat sometimes, i just cant bring the laugh out again... i have half or even 2 n half more year to go... wat should i do????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorri for making this post a sad post... n to S2J, u guys r still my onli frenz tat can make mi laugh like i've nv done in this whole year... I LOVE U GUYS!!!!!!!!

"im playing hide n seek, i've found sadness but happiness is still hiding"

2007-08-18T06:53:00.000-07:00

This week is an extremely tiring week... BUT, FOM is FINALLY over! n im EXTREMELY glad about it! i seriously dislike studying FOM n was realli straggling the past few days (before thurs) tyring to get as much info into my brain as possible.. but failed quite terribly... I dun noe how to do the qns!!! wahahaha! was piss off after the exam becos of some one.. Im not god n not a genius.. neither m i a mugger! i was nv a mugger n had NV been called one in the past few years.. n now im SUDDENLY named a mugger.. this name just added not a few strand but a bundle of white hair on my head! freak!

things r fine other than sch n maybe a little on work... was extremely angry ytd... a cust came after closing time to collect his stuff but tat's not the angry thing.. but people in marina square! it's damn packed!!! totally filled with people n the escalator to citylink is totally totally totally filled with HUMANS! i left shop at arnd 10.15 then reach mrt at 10.24 i tink then took train n waited for 167... came after 15-20 mins.. bus filled n didn't stop so waited for another 20 mins! i reached hm at 12!!!!! cant they just increase the frequency of 167?!!! luckily no one pissed mi ytd...

n today! i went for CCA early in the morning NNNNnnnnn it was cancelled! YES!!! CANCELLED!!!! travel all the way from upper thomson to boon lay.... haiz! nvm... met PX to get harry potter hbp n a bag! yeah yeah yeah! i've bag now!!! all thanks to PX!!!! it's nice ok! i like it alot alot alot! tat's the happy thing! n then come home eat alot of gd food! ah ma's gueh! so yummy yummy!!!! love it alot alot alot! then cousin they all come... love them! today happy happy!

btw, tues went to help my cousin's gf prepare her exam portfolio... so did make up on my face.. 2 type... first one i dun like... first one done by her fren n 2nd by her.. shall post photo ltr.. px also helped! she looks pretty!!!! haha! my cousin's gf did creative for mi, it's veri kuai zhang type n for those events like fashion show etc.... got alot of neg comments.. haha! but got gd ones too la!

i did my first tuition this wed... my tutee called wei wen... he's still quite nice.. but veri weird to tutor wif parents ard... hahaha!

one last paper to go!!!! WILL DO MY BEST!!! tml got tuition n ORCHESTRA!!!!!!!!!

this is one of the choc i did for my cust.. is it nice?

Px n I with make up! it's quite blur.

this is the creative i was talking about. How is it?

2007-08-06T01:18:00.001-07:00

I tink it has been a long time since i've last blog? FINALLY!!! first sem is ALMOST over... i mean ALMOST! haha! 3 more weeks of exam n im free!!!!!!! this wed will be taking ITAB(computer thingy) n EC(effective comunication) Have lots of memorising to be done for ITAB n for EC just wish mi gd luck n hope i can understand the tone n etc...

Life has been OK for mi... have been missing out on quite alot of stuff.. firstly have to apologise to KOR!!!! KC, sorri tat i forgot ur bdae!!!!

Sch is just like it is.. nothing much to comment about it.. my class is ok, but i still dun like to hang out with them.. comparing of results is wat i dun like.. so pls stop comparing n saying useless things... i dun like them!

Leaving my job soon feeling guilty but realli wish to leave.. Veri tired this few months.. 1 more mth.. i'll be enjoying my holi while others are trying to look for job for hols.... WAHAHAH!!!

Orchestra ROCKS!!! i love them lots now! totally enjoying orchestra now.. Sunday is the day i'll always be looking forward to.. My cher is WONDERFULLY NICE to everyone of us! He's our OC Wu Song!!! hahaha! my sis also joined the OC by being in the percussion team.. she's extremely gd wif "da cha" so damn loud!!!

Had Orchestra performance at yishun temple on the 29 of Jul.. it wasn't a gd performance at all n damn bad as compared to the one we had in Tai Ping, but still, we ENJOYED it! we most probably created history in singapore? the first OC team to perform on Hua Che (lorry)? 4 "Yang Qin" strings broke, 1 "Guzheng" string broke, 1 "zhong ruan" string broke, 1 drumstick broke, "Di Muo" broke till no more n end up using musking tape!!! WOW! first time ever! hahaha! but everyone enjoyed n the chat after OC at the Hawker centre realli made everyone LAUGH till drop.. The guy whom we made fun of Yao Zhun had stomach muscle ache till thurs... IMAGINE how hard we laughed!!!

Went to gym ytd, so long since i've last exercise.. i lost weight! happy bout it... but aiming to be 55kg... not there yet.. still got to work hard!!!

wanted to post pic but now i wanna rush to watch show!

btw, ytd was my baby cousin's first bdae!!! MY BAO BEI!!!! shall post pics in next post.. her bdae cake is NICEEEEEE!!!!!!!!1

SUPPORT 881!!!!!!!! (Mindee Ong is from Kim Eang Tong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2007-07-12T20:41:00.000-07:00

im here to blog again... i had an enjoyable day ytd... nv been so happy this year! i surely miss the sec sch life, S2J n 4e1!!!! nv knew i miss them TAT much until i met all of them.... But i simply cant turn back time nor stop them from moving.. so i can onli treasure every moment i spend with them...

went out for dinner with jun, oon, darren, px, karen, jan, tracz, kc, drew n mos.... this is suppose to be a farewell party for jun before he goes back to aussie on sun.. but we made it a bdae party for jun n oon... it's rather weird i should say as their bdae r not near yet... haha! it's during august yet we celebrating now... but the thing is, when jun is back, we cant celebrate it for him already... so it's better to be early than nv... shall post some pics later wheni get the other pics from others....

Totally enjoyed myself ytd!!!!!!! back to studying now n work afterwards... Angela is flying to aussie today... Bon Voyage!!!!

Peps, support my chocolate online shop... "ChocolaTte" http://public.fotki.com/Forest06/ and email http://www.chocolate_darkness@hotmail.com/ shall post some picts of choc tat i like in the next post!

2007-07-07T18:28:00.000-07:00

hiya, quite a few daysss since i've last posted.... waiting to go for waitressing... early in the morning.... this post is to promote my chocolate shop la... hehehhee! people support hor!!!!

http://public.fotki.com/Forest06/ yep.. tat's the add... can go take alook at the chocolates i sell... interested can email to chocolate_darkness@hotmail.com.. if possible help to promote to frenz too! thanks thanks thanks! i'll just post some of the pics of the choc that i like...

Choc gift box.. it's edible! Love this the most!!!

2007-06-27T19:03:00.000-07:00

i saw a news ytd n felt reallli disappointed and angry. it's the news about christopher lee and fann wong. Christopher lee drove after drinking and drove off when he injured someone were things that he did wrongly, but that doesn't mean that we should keep reporting it even after he recieved his punishments.

Of cos, christopher lee should and must take up social responsibility esp when he is an actor, but we r going overboard isn't it? Everyone makes mistake and as long as they realise their mistake and take up the responsibility, shouldn't we give them another chance? The government have been talking about the "yellow ribbon" project, but the things that happened currently to christopher have proven that it's not working isn't it?

Yes, he's an actor and alot thinks that he would have to take up a worse consequence than the public have to take up when they make the same mistake or even worse ones. For this, i realli feel veri sorri and sad for all actors and actresses. They are human like us working for money, but the responsibility they have to carry with them is soooo heavy. Common mistakes that we can make is like a major mistake to them. Just take christopher as an example, if this mistake was to be made by a public, he/she would just have to take up all the legal consequnces and after tat back to normal life. But for christopher, he's like being sentenced to life time imprisonment by the public and media, just because he's an actor.

Some might still tink that Christopher have to face all this things and it's rightful becos he's an actor, so be it. But why must we drag fann into the picture? She's just his girlfriend. She did nothing wrong absolutely, but why must she face consequences too? Just becos she fell for Christopher? That's ridiculous isn't it?

I had always been veri proud of Singapore in terms of the media, but this time, im starting to get realli disappointed. I had always despise the "gou zai dui" in taiwan and hong kong and was veri happy that Singapore do not have anione like this. But ytd news showed that there were reporters hanging outside Fann's hse waiting for her to leave her hse so as to take photos of her. Isn't this just like how the "gou zai" r like? Do we want the Singapore entertainment to end up like those in Taiwan and Hong Kong? Please! I want the old media back, let the Artists have their privacy and forgive and forget their wrong doings! You guys are reporters, NOT dogs!!!

2007-06-24T00:40:00.000-07:00

i fell down the stairs again ytd! n my tail bone got injured i tink? hurts now! haiz!

Exam starting tml!!! nervous n scared! die le la!!!!

2007-06-21T08:54:00.000-07:00

back to work again... pei xian, drew n wilson came to visit mi.. then drew n wilson left for cheechun's bdae party. px stayed wif mi! haha! happy birthday chee chun n dominic! it has been a long time since i've last seen them... heard tat dom might be tinking of studying in sp! haha! n most imptly, banking n financial service! wow! hahhaha! joining mi arhz?! but if he realli join, he will do veri well i tink...

term test is next week... im nervous but feel like there's nth for mi to study.. hmmm... die liao le lor... haiz! got to find stuff for mi to study!!!! must do well!!!! nervous!

quite a few people objecting mi closing my online shop... i just feel like i wanna lessen my burden n learn to enjoy life while studying.... like wat i've said, might be quiting job soon.... but need money.... or maybe find other kinds of job nearer to my hse?

got a new phone this morning finally.. haha! my sis said, "u dont turn till next time a small touch will cos the whole thing to turn non stop.." hmmmm................. haha!

Back from Paradise!

2007-06-20T03:06:00.000-07:00

Im back!!! but i dun wanna be... i love this trip to tai ping! simply love it totally! n i realli do not wish to come back to sing... back to a stressful life!

Didn't slp at night n practice my guzheng till 4, when we left my hse to temple... when we reached, we realise tat the orchestra members were already in the bus... rush up n sat wif yaozhun... discussed about things to say when im doing emcee.... extremely nervous!!!! pass both custom n change to another more comfortable bus... sat wif yiru.. everyone was veri excited.. couldn't stop talking... after awhile, they fell aslp.. had breakfast then cont the trip... stop at another place to take lunch at 10.30! first time! cont travelling n reach tai ping! tat's when my heartbeat started to increase!!! nervous nervous n nervous! went to the hotel unpacked n got ready for dinner.... after dinner, we went to the temple... there was alot of people, rather crowded... unload the instruments n started the first song... i did emcee, they said it was rather ok... happy bout tat! my guzheng solo was ok too.. at least i didn't make ani big mistake... overall performace was gd as said by others... all of us were vei happy! took pictures like crazy! scream n shout! haha! I LOVE KET ORCHESTRA!!!!!!!!!

2nd day, we travelled to KL after going round tai ping! i relli love yixuan!!! she's sooo cute n nice... hahhaa! she kept telling yiru not to bully mi cos im not her sister.. hahaha! reach KL quite late n didn't go aniwhere.. just reach hotel, unpack n time for disco-ing! hahahha! we went to one KTV n sang n dance! wonderful! haha! shall go kbox someday wif yaozhun...

3rd was shopping time! cos mum wasn't feeling well, so we didn't follow the grp... went looking for stuff... bought 1 shirt, pants... just realise tat yaozhun n i realli alike.. maybe becos he's just 1 day older than mi... hahaha! taste almost the same... went looking for his belt... but failed to do so... not fated to have.... met with the grp for dinner.. then we went to shopping at some place tat's like a pasar malam... hate tat place! went back to hotel... went to buy a bag tat yaozhun saw the day before... it's nice! i like it! haha! chit chat in yaozhun n yaojie's room.... yaojie so funny... help yiru massage...

4th day was home sweet home... haha! trip back home... went to chocolate shop in the middle of the date back.... slept in the bus.... was realli tired.... hate going home! i wanna go to tai ping again! with the same grp of people!!!! hate this stressful life im living....

i nv realise how stress i was n how hard i was working till this trip to tai ping.... i finally realise tat it has been veri long since i've last enjoyed myself! will be closing down my online chocolate shop n maybe quit job later?

cocolatte

2007-05-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

Back in sch again... having my lunch break now... FOM was quite ok, the teacher keeps calling mi hui min(my fren's name) and i can realli see tat she realli love calling mi! haha! played a game called taboo.. it's quite fun actually but realli need to brush up my eng if i wanna play more... how to describe umbrella, something tat old people use to walk... how to describe lifeguard, the person helps the person dying in water.. wow! dun even noe wat the hell i was saying.. haha! but my teammates got it right nevertheless...

E-learning week was quite a tiring week for mi.. i did hmwk at night from 11+ to 4 in the morning for 3 days i tink... completed more than half of my wk before tues... but in the end, i still had to rush my work on sunday.. poor management of time i tink.. worked on tues, thurs, fri n sun... A new guy came on tues, kai wen... i had to train him n i seriously dun noe how to do it.. n we couldn't find the list of things tat i had to train him... so i taught him wat i could remember.. in the end,i got real BLUR!

What did i do on wed? i couldn't remember suddenly.. oh ya! i was moulding chocolate.. had a sudden urge to do so.. i made a mess when i first started... was melting the dark chocolate first... when i first taste the melted chocolate, i found it nice.. then after a few sec, i find it rather disgusting... n the next day which thurs, i started my online chocolate shop.. but didn't have ani pics at all... well, i still dun have much now though... will show some pics of the chocolates i moulded on wed...

thurs went to sch for project... my PBL2 CA1.. dun realli like proj... n im suppose to do marketing for OSIM... uPaPa, UZap, IGallop, IPilot, UGoGo n etc.... haiz! so sick of all this... went to work after tat.. PX came to accompany mi!

Fri went to plaza sing... saw the bricks world there... the uncle inside doesn't seems to be cant bothered about us... before tat, we went to starhub to get SCV for my mum's room... went to the creative store after tat... there's realli a BIG sales there la... i got my MP3 for $55 student price... my first MP3... haha! went to work after tat.. Sales was not bad... $1800++ so happy! sold the last set of Enzo Ferrari.... Drew n PX came n accompany mi... drew said y im not like my usual self.... i didn't realise till he said tat.... hmmm.... losing my laughter n the old mi.......................

Went to bro's sch early in the morning for the meet-the-parent session... of cos, im NOT the parent.. i just went wif my mum... after tat, i went to Sree Narayana Mission Home to perform my 2nd day of CIP... chat wif 2 elderly.. one has a veri sad story while the other was veri cute... had sing-a-long session n followed by feeding session... went to semb cc after tat to meet n discuss some stuff with one uncle there.. went down to temple after tat... tiring but fruitful day!

Sun workkkkkk! haha! yep.. some might be curious y im still working wkns... im not.. it's just tat no one could work tat day n im free so just helped out... met the 3 gd frenz... haha! Louis, Jerome n Kai Wen... 3 BROTHERS!!! was laughing when i was hearing wat they were saying... hahaha! went for orchestra after tat... it's quite fun nowadays n im feeling alot better... going to perform in malaysia soon... i need to rush my solo! nervous... there'll be 4 person doing solo tat day... Our teacher cum conductor, one er hu student from keban baru cc n anothe guzheng player also from keban baru cc... STRESSSS!!!!!

15 more mins to start of lesson... hope my online chocolate shop will work well!

2007-05-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

my hand hurts badly! i got a bee sting n got fever due to this. MC tml. im realli damn unlucky. people live for 50+ years n nv get bee sting before. n mi! i onli live for 17 years n got 2 bee sting. WOW!

i realise tat bee is realli a weird creature. n they r insects filled wif most hatred! even if they had to die, they will injure someone first before they do. haha! cool insect!

hand swollen. pain n itchy! help mi!!!!

2007-05-15T08:37:00.000-07:00

im rather piss off now, this is the 4th time!!!! haiz! stupid blogger!

i was saying.. i heard a sad news which is actually a blessing in disguise! it's diff to let go n give up. but when one party removes him or herself from the situation, it wld be easier for the other party to pull him or herself out. n im currently in this situation. congrats to mi!!!

was tinking bout the thing called third party. it's when another person enter a relationship. we call tat persn the third party. but is it realli true tat the person is the third party? is there realli someone called third party? or is it tat the person hu use to be in the relationship is no longer a party in the relationship n the new person is the one in it? confusing arhz!

looking for the right guy for mi. diff thing i must say.. looking for the perfect guy hu's not perfect. love?

heard some stuff about my ex collegues. rather shocking. unbelievable i must say. waiting to hear more from them real soon. should be going back next tues.

decided not to do ITAB. some prob wif excel itink.. the fomula doesn't work!

"love the life u live to love"

major change in my life

2007-05-10T19:21:00.000-07:00

Im tired, Im sick, Im worried, Im struggling!!!

Wat's happening to my life?! so many changes happening and im struggling to adapt. Life is no longer as easy and simple as the past. People i meet are so diff from those i've seen before. or maybe they're the same and sadly their personality is those tat i dun like!

i hate going out now! i hate sch! i hate myself for hating all this things! ARGHZ!!!! im so tired after everyday. Sch work is ok, i enjoy studying. But i just dun like the environment im studying in. Travelling is another stupid thing i've got to manage. 1.5 hrs before lesson start to make it on time. Going hm is another issue. 3 hrs of travelling. haiz!

the people here are pissing mi off. even the closer frenz are drifting away. understanding each other isn't something tat's gd. the more u understand a person, the more u might dislike them. i feel this way now. insulted like no bodies business. i noe im fat but tat doesn't mean u shld keep on saying mi n even talk bout my family members. stop demanding for a reason n when i gave u the reason, u just suddenly stop talking to mi. i told myself to change to fit them, but sometimes, they shld change too!

work is the onli time i'll feel gd. i LOVE working! dealing wif customers are more satisfying and comforting. at least u feel better when u see them. i seriously miss my sec sch fren! seriously! esp S2J! guys!!! I MISS U damn lot!!!! im suffering in this stupid environment n i tink i'll be suffocating soon! i hate talking now, i hate being in a crowd. i want to be left alone!

i've changed my work time to weekdays instead of weekends. need to manage time and weekends are needed to complete the numerous proj tat we have. the onli way is to work on weekends. in additional im losing the time i spend wif my family. n also time needed for rest

new start

2007-04-25T17:39:00.000-07:00

Darren and I wif Joel at the back! hahaha!
My Former Form teacher, Mdm Chong, Congrats upon the promotion!

My Dearest Friend n Bestest buddy, PX! i love her!!!

my darling friends, should have taken wif all the S2J present! so sad!

IM BACK! finally AGAIN, after sooooooooo long. My poly life has officially started. It's realli a brand new start for the few thousands of us out there. So how's poly life? Veri simple, TIRING. It's rather weird for mi to say tiring isn't it cos poly should be more relaxing than JC and secondary sch. Ya, the work and things tat we learn r not as tedious as the JCs n Sec sch. But getting use to it is another thing that we got to try to do. It sounds simple but it's not. The style of poly is realli veri diff. it's not like sec sch where u study in a class of 40 people and fix classroom forever. We do not have a teacher who teach us as a class and gets us to understand the lesson before continueing it. In poly, our class has onli 20+ student and we go to diff class rooms for diff lesson. We attend lectures, combination of 8-9 classes, to learn about the module and clarification of stuff will be done in tutorial. but the modules r actually quite ok, n the lecturers goes at a veri slow speed. so it's not tat tough yet... i say yet!

i found that the gal tat i dun like turn out to be disliked by alot of other people. so it's not my prob then. the other classmates r ok, starting to like my class but dun realli like to go out wif them n etc. wont be realli bonded wif them for sure.

im not in a mood to blog, no idea y. i feel veri tired everyday, like i've just finished a war. not sure wat's happening to mi too...

went back to WRSS last fri for speech day, got the colours award n took some photos wif some of them, realli enjoyed myself.

i love bricks world, the people there r nice... i realli hope that the relationship will get better cos it's actually not veri nice to be stuck in the middle... my sis is leaving bricks world alrd... jerome n louis fren is taking over my sis... will get to see her on mon the bbq!

hope i'll score 3.5 n above for my GPA!

2007-04-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

as u guys can see, it's realli a veri long time since i've last updated.. at the same time, a long time since i've last used the internet.. i've shifted n there was some probs wif the connection.. so was unable to connect to the internet.. haha! the uncle came today n help mi fix the prob n thus allowing mi to use the wireless connection... yeppy! well alot of stuff happened this few weeks dun noe whether i'll be able to blog everything... so here i go.............................

so my work was extended 2 weeks.. ended on the 20.. nth much actually happened cos i was just alone there, alvin comes over sometimes to talk to mi n for the rest of the time, i was trying to practice my ability to be silent.. im quite gd at it.. not talking isn't something diff for mi although alot might tink it's quite impossible to get mi to shut up.. haha! it actually depends on my mood..

shld i say i hate to leave or i love too? well it's a mixture... normally people will go on saying, "oh my, i hate to leave this n hate to leave all of u... im going to miss u guys damn lot.." well for... na! it's not tat i wont miss the people there, meaning those closer to mi n not the aunties there.. it's just tat leaving tat place wasn't hard for mi cos i didn't want to stay.. n it's not like im going to lose contact wif all of them.. fairprice is just 5 stops from my hse.. less than 10 mins bus ride n 5 mins for car... i can even WALK there.. i can meet them easily but busy working this few weeks too.. but for some of them tat i will have diff meeting them, to say tat they have alrd left fairprice, i do miss u guys! haha!

"Hope you enjoy your time with us in fp. Smile more. The memories created by us will be kept close to our hearts. Best of luck. Love you." - Jermaine, Amanda, Jasmine

Thanks alot! i love the fish n co farewell. didn't have ani programmes after tat but i still enjoyed.. didn't get all high tat day like i usually do during farewells.. well maybe becos it's my farewell..

i shift on 15 of march.. but i tink i onli informed S2J at a later date cos the place was totally mess up n i still cant accept the fact tat i actually shifted to a new hse n had to slp on just mattress laid on the floor n all my stuff were packed in boxes.. amazing rite... haha! but now the place is bout 90% done... (FINALLY) unpacked my stuff today n i do like the feeling to have a room to myself, just tat it's quite lonely at night.. haha! did alot of cleaning during this 2 weeks.. cos whenever someone comes to do some stuff, we'll need to clean the WHOLE hse which is extremely tiring.. my hse is like using magic clean to make cleaning easier..

talking bout cleaning n unpacking.. i didn't talk bout the packing part... i hate packing stuff seriously.. i dun realli hate packing stuff.. i just hate to choose wat to keep n wat to throw.. i just seems to want everything n dun wish to throw them away.. but well, got to cos i cant possibly bring everything over.. i was the last person in my family to pack, so always got nag n told to pack this part n tat part.. "sihui come n pack this", "sihui can u pack faster", "sihui the uncle is c oming soon".. haha! when my mum said all tat, i turn to my sis n said, "from now onwards till we finish moving hse, u'll be si hui n im zi qi"... haha! i did insist tat i was ziqi n my sis was sihui during tat period... at least some fun n laughter during tat period..

after all this packing, unpacking n cleaning... my back started to ache again... haiz!

now bricks world time! hahahaha! bricks world - lego exclusive, marina square.. my new working place.. pay isn't high but the people r nice... veri nice i shld say... Angela, Shi Ying, Michelle, Serene, Louis, Jerome, Zi Qi, Pei Xian n MI!!! but michelle n serene left.. px n i joined to cover them.. jerome was on holi n is back.. louis is a damn funny guy hu always bully us but claim tat we bully him... hahahahaha! ok la, is we bully him la.. he's a nice guy, fun to talk to.. always made us laugh...

it was quite stressful the first few days n was quite tense cos angela was there n i kept failing the test tat she gave mi.. in addition, my sis actually told angela tat i would be able to learn the stuff veri first, which gave mi more stress... well, at least everything is over le.. im able to deal wif most of the stuff now n can be left alone... yeppy! haha! i like the people there alot... nice peps... angela's more like a fren then a boss... believe tat my life there will be a nice one.. if u want to noe more bout my workplace, pls visit PX's blog... hahaha!

finally, i got a laptop at $2200... burn a hole in my pocket... im broke, as in seriously.. spent all my money on the laptop... hope tat i'll be able to save more now... so peps hu wants to ask mi out.. pls choose some place tat wont allow mi to spend tat much.. cos im using the money i earn now to keep myself alive... no more pocket money... sob sob...

extremely tired now n back hurts... got to slp on my new bed which is extremely hard... those kind tat u can hit wif ur fist n it hurts alot... haha! at least it's gd for backbone... working tml at night n fri in the afternoon... good luck to innova peps on ur econ test! n enjoy good friday.. presevere n strive on!

~~~~i miss S2J badly~~~~

2007-03-09T22:18:00.000-08:00

wow! it has been a long time since i've last updated! lol! quite alot of stuff happened this few weeks... most imptly, my work extend for 2 more weeks... my colleague ask mi whether i wld wanna stay if my other colleague dont need my help at hamk.. i said yes but i tink actually i wont wanna... cos i realli regret stayin now... haha! it's not becos there's alot of things for mi to do.. in fact there isn't.. cos i always manage to finish everi things even things tat wasn't suppose to be done in tat day before end of work... n ytd i finish everithing by 12.25... amazing! so it realli does makes some diff with n without frenz around... haha! wif frenz work is not boring.. but without frenz, im extremely efficient... hahaha! imagine not talking for 4 hours? but luckily alvin will come over to talk to mi sometimes... people getting lesser n lesser... im the next to leave... will i get a farewell party? haha! i wanna go the gim tim noodle stall... n also KBOX!!!

i tink i've grown alot fatter after new year... haiz! haha! but those yummy stuff... i cant resist... apart from all the pineapple tarts n stuff, there's SO mani banquets... let mi see how mani i went.. i tink 4.. should be 5 but i skip the last one... cny is the onli period tat i'll get skip n tired of sharkfins n abolone... but it's also the time when i can drink lots of wine... hahaha! but i must realli comment bout the gim tim company dinner... AMAZING!!! the food.. omgosh! guess wat's the first dish????!!!!! BIRDNEST!!!! lots of it... the first dish! followed by the normal yu sheng... the abolone is damn nice... sharkfin too... all gd food... went for my temple's celebration... i tink the rest is crazy... they gave ALOT of sharkfin... enough to let everione fill the WHOLE bowl... n finally i tink no more banquet for the time being ba... haha! yeppy~!!!

lets talk bout the farewell last friday... nice one... eating a seoul garden... sat wif jeremy, ming wee n leonard... first time i reali talk to leonard... he's a nice n funny guy... my shi fu... went for pool after tat... the worst game i've ever played.. hahaha! they were trying to teach mi but i tink most gave up ba... but my shi fu still tried his best to teach mi n his fav. phrse... "the idea is there"... hahaha! it was his last day too... hope to see him again...

had class bbq ytd... it's nice.. i was just in my hse... if i was at the bbq pit, i tink i wont be tat happy ba... got complains... haiz! nvm... the last bbq at my place...

im moving soon... my parents r already starting to pack the stuff...n my room is as messy as ever... saw the design of my new room... like it alot alot... haha!

hu's the person im looking for? i've no idea... is it him him him or him? haiz! he is still the one im yearning for? or isit tat im too use to the person? seem to be attracted to some other person.. to use someone to substitute?

2007-02-19T01:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! im now at home tinking of something i tat i can do... i realli hope tat tml isn't a holi but it is! hahha! no idea where i'll be going tml... mum wants to go to sentosa to look at the FLOWERS there... but im quite sick of going to sentosa as i've been there alot of times last yr after dad joined one degree 15....

r u guys enjoying ur new year? hope so.... for mi... nt bad la... relatives from dad side came n all my cousins r younger than mi except for 1.... played wif feo n shanon... the 2 youngest in the family... quite funny cos feo keeps wanting to play wif shanon.. n the first thing she asked for wasn't food or anithing... she said, "baby leh? baby leh?" haha! she remembered shanon more than anione else... cute gal isn't it... n to add on she just 2 years old n she wants to carry shanon hu is 7 months old... she even said "baby sayang... baby dun cry..." n she'll start stroking shanon's head... n whenever feo gets a red packet, she'll give it to shanon... haha! she realli loves her! n i love them! haha! she's realli veri cute... both of them r.... they'll go up to be beautiful ladies... im sure, veri sure...

went to uncle's hse this morning... finally we weren't the latest... we had always been... however, we left the earliest... even before the others came... haha! it's not tat fun cos we didn't get to gamble... shld be they, cosi dun like gambling.... went to watch movie as my parents went to gim tim rest wif my bro... ghost rider... it's not a bad show but also not a show tat i wld recommend others to watch... the story line isn't a gd one i tink... but the effects n stuff... not bad la.... after the show came hm n doing watever im doing now... oh ya! took neo wif siblings while wating for show to start... my elder sis took too!!!! hahahahah! she was in skirt n my younger sis too! the photos look nice... hahahah!

im getting more n more zi lian! hahahaha! took a few photos....

the 2nd day of new year.. first pic, im finding where to take the pic...

i dun noe wat to say but i just find something weird... although i dun noe wat it is...

obviously u can see im acting cute... but im still far from PX's ability(opps! im going to be dead!)

another acting cute photo, but quite obvious i failed! haha! not cut out to be a cute person...

my last pic, also my disp pic on msn... this one... hmmm... first pic on first day of cny... before going to 2nd uncle's hse...

LOL! zi lian rite? but nvm! just learn to control will do le... hahahah!!!

"i give u many many many love!!!!"

2007-02-17T02:17:00.000-08:00

hiya guys! today is the eve of chi new year!!! i still dun have tat cny mood... maybe becos im no longer studying? it realli does make a diff.. as in holi n stuff... hmmm... LOL! well, there's 4 days of break from work.. but i actually do wanna work cos im leaving like real soon... 2 more weeks.. i tink 9 more working days to be exact...

wen jun left Fp... so there's one less person to eat wif during lunch n also 1 less person to complain to during work... but we'll still stay in contact! hahah! n he can still join us for lunch since the canteen is kinda like "open to public"... haha! went out for farewell dinner ytd... im not sure bout the name but it's mainly seafood... chose fish n chips... remind mi of fish n co.... couldn't finish half the fries n fish... this time im better... at least i finish the chips... hahaha! went hm after tat n kinda got lock out cos maid aslp n family not at hm....

2 intern, max n raymond... hmmm... shy? i tink raymond is but max...... hmmm..... must start to tink bout it again... haha! actually both of them r nice guys... raymond is more on the shy side so he doesn't realli talk much... n max... he's getting better... nice guy to talk to... well he's quite ke lian la... sit beside mi... although there's a piece of metal in between but it doesn't realli make any diff since he can still hear mi sing... haha! but well, there's nth he can do... just bare wif it for 9 more days... hahahaha!

im starting to miss all my colleagues... haha! im not even gone yet! but ya, told them tat after i'll shifted i'll join them for lunch everyday... well not every everyday but just hmmm most of the days... haha!

hope i can get into singapore poly!!! banking n finance! quite gd when ,y sis is in there n there's 2 more person i noe hu will be there... hahaha!

impulse, i just hate it! love at first sight, dont trust it!

"love is very complicated, esp when it's not true love!"
"choice made, heart break. burden decrease, smile increase!"

2007-02-13T04:34:00.000-08:00

i was so damn angry when my comp suddenly shut down just right after i finish typing my post... haiz! i wrote damn lot of things bout both my O level n my feelings... but now, im no longer in the mood to write bout all tat stuff liao... haha!

basically, L1R5=15, L1B4=12 n el=C6.... congrats jemi n darren! first n second respectively... n px, joel n others! our top 13.... so fren r happy while others sad... tink im stuck in between... haha!

friends getting better... or i should say im getting better... my ability to adapt... tat's a gd thing! haha!

realli veri sorri to not be able to talk to u, hope u're feeling better le...

i made a decision today... sorri bout it... but still friends...

work is ok, nothing much... leaving soon...our colleagues too.... 2 more people waiting for result came, n 2 attachment from SP came ytd... didn't talk to them much... got my confirmation letter today n a box of oranges... sian! luckily mum came to fetch mi! hahahaha!

tml's valentine day! SPREAD LOVE!!!! hahaha!

tml is also WILSON'S BDAE!!!!! my classmate for 4 years!!! YEPPY!!!! hahaha! enjoy ur day!

new year is coming... finally got all my shirts but my room is in a mess... LOL! but nvm! hmmm... will find a day to clean it...

it's realli veri diff to fill up the JAE form... got to make amendments now!

2007-02-03T23:28:00.000-08:00

becos someone said "ladies first" n so i'll have to blog now... hu say it must always be ladies first! sometimes guys should also be first, however tat will n can onli be decided by ladies... wahahahaha! sound so evil... BUT IM NOT!!!

sat night, boring night, lonely night.. not tat lonely, just tat there's onli my bro, maid n mi... 3 persons in the hse.. suppose to meet someone for movie! the show tat i REALLI wanna watch... however, i need to stay at home to take care of my youger bro... so, haiz, cant catch the show.... realli sorri!!!
woke up at 12++ today, n went out wif px n sok mui in the afternoon... went to city hall first followed by bugis.. had nice shopping although didn't manage to get my skirt (will get it from metro tml) n also nice getting to noe sok mui more... she's realli nice! like talking to her... haha! px decided to stay in JC so there'll be one less person going to poly... hahaha! jc's realli clever to use the 2 months course to attract students... so in my circle of CLOSE fren, there's onli 1 going to poly, janis should be going ba... but still happy tat PX have made her decision n believe she'll enjoy it.... ALL THE BEST!!!

ytd was a TERRIBLE day, onli the latest part of the day is a nice one.. all thanks to the DEAR mgr, i've got to do the preview for cny deli orders... onli 10 of the branches noe n remember to send in the orders... so i had to call 59 branches to call them to send mi.. i've got to eplain to MOST of them wat the hell preview is about n got to remind them to send the actual one on the actual day... got scolded by some saying tat their branch is already busy, but u tink im veri free... almost cried when one of the TL scolded mi... haiz! was suppose to go out ytd, but becos of the job, i had to do OT till 8.15... before i can leave but things r still not finish yet.. got to cont on mon... was realli feeling veri sick n irritated after tat wanted to catch a show but luckily didn't, or else i wld have watched white ladies(i didn't noe it's a ghost story!) went home n at arnd quite late, i got a surprise from someone.. i was veri happy, at least someone to complain to.. haha!

went to branches this week i tink twice to do calling... first day was quite boring cos i was alone n noe one actually bothered bout mi.. on 2nd day went wif vin n met alot of funny stuff... cant stop laughing... n i got a veri BIG surprise from someone... veri touch..... veri veri veri touch....

mum brought mi to city plaza to buy stuff wif temple auntie... there's realli alot of shops selling shirts there.... not bad la... although there's also some shops tat r totally veri auntie.. n also shops tat seems to be for "ge tai" singers... mum bought at $30 dollar coat n a $56 dress for mi.... DAMN EX LA! but i noe she realli like the things she bought for mi... there's one tat she tinks it's veri elegant but i dun wan, cos it's ex too... hahahah! i love my mummy n love the things she bought mi!

wat have i been doing this whole month besides working n going out sometimes? i seem to have alrd lost contact wif mani of my sch mates... missing them too, will be seeing them soon... but tat wont be a gd day, O-lvl results.... how gd can it get? hahahaha!

i got this from yishang's blog, 04 may 2005... realli like it..

"If I had the 3 letters H, R, T, I could add 'U' to form 'HURT' or 'E,A' to form 'HEART". But, I'd rather add 'U' to be HURT than to have a HEART without U."

"Our Love is like Wind. You can't See it, but you can Feel it...." -- unknown

2007-01-28T07:02:00.000-08:00

上海滩，凤阳花鼓，迎春花，迎春接福........

this four songs... first song is the new song we learn today, it's a nice song n i do like it.. haha! for the other 3 songs... WOW!!!! first time conducting.. n the best part is.. CHER DIDN'T TEACH MI THE BASIC OF CONDUCTING!!!!!! so i just went up there n look like an idiot trying her best to conduct.. haha! it's still ok la, although im like just TOTALLY doing the same thing over n over again... haha! n it's even more stress when yao cun is also conducting (he's a ex band major n noes how to conduct, how can i not be stress?????) haha! the first song was quite bad but the subsequent ones r still ok, at least better... n well, it's quite a success cos at least i made the whole orchestra laugh when i went up there n joke wif them cos i dun noe wat to do...

today's the last orchestra lesson before cny... break for 1 whole month, but i'll be doing waitressing the next 2 sun night... so there's probably onli 1 more weekend totally free for mi.. haha! talking bout waitressing, i still need to get my black skirt!!! n talking bout buying skirt, i still need to get 1 more set of cny clothing!!!!! omgosh! how come i seem to be unable to find time to just go shopping? hahahahaha!!!

spent ALOT of money this month... i'm almost TOTALLY broke... hahaha! waiting for 1 more week before pay day!!! YEPPY!!! tat will be my 2nd pay... n then work for 1 more month n GOOD BYE to Fp Hq... did u see i said good bye to Fp Hq n not Fp? haha! y??? cos im still gonna work in FP just change of area n change of work... hyper mark part time han n vin 's "personal assistant" haha!

someone's GONE!!! sob sob... im so lonely nowadays... always mange to doze off while doing my stuff... BUT!!! i've got a larger area n i get to use the comp!!! wahahahha!!! oh ya, i was super high tat day... went ajesen ( is it spelt like this?) for yishang's farewell dinner n followed by singing in party world... i sang quite badly... i mean just imagine a someone hu's already bad at singing singing wif a sore throat? haha! cant go high pitch, although im told tat my normal pitch is already veri high.. hahah! almost went out of tune a few times... suppose to reach hm by 11 but left there at 11... so nvm took mrt hm, doesn't realli matter since im already late... drop off at semb n took taxi hm, n thanks arhz! got police check... n just damn irritated by the taxi uncle... i noe im the person hu told him to go tat direction... but he should have told mi tat there will be police check before he turn n i would have made him go the other direction... the waiting time for the police check is already about half the taxi fare... sian! mum wasn't hm... should have went to cwp n took bus hm... haiz!

taking full day off on the 6 feb... moving the deitiy statue n my ancestors tablet to my new hse... looking forward to shifting..... but i need money n im going to EARN IT!!!! wahahahaha! it's just so nice to spend money tat u earn urself...

"Love's like a ghost, everyone talks about it, but no one actually seen it" --- Unknown particle

2007-01-23T23:10:00.000-08:00

**coff coff coff**

yes, tat's the reason y im blogging now.. kinda pon work becos of tat.. haha! 1 n 1/2 days of rest was something tat i realli needed before i restart my normal routine again.. actually not realli tat normal though cos there's additional stuff adding on.. haha! got a waitressing job wif the help of PX... it's not always but the pay is ok... however, mummy objects cos she's afraid tat my body cant take it.. almost cried when heard her saying tat.. just wanna tell her dun worri, i'll be ok esp when px is around.. haha!

i realli do tink my temple is one of the coolest arnd.. have u ever seen a temple having their own website n their own blog? hahahaha! yep! we going to have both of tat... my sis fren commented tat our temple is realli veri cool.. nv seen one like this before.. hahahaha!

i need more part time job.. hahaha! which means i need more money.. got to pay my own phone bill (so i should cut down on using sms!!!), own guzheng lesson fee, own expenses... got to save more n earn more!!!!!

hope i've made the right choice..................

2007-01-21T08:37:00.000-08:00

hu said moving hse is something fun?! it's definately NOT! the happiest thing is tat u get to move to a brand new environment.. however the process n things u have to do before shifting is TERRIBLE!!!

had been looking forward to shifting, tinking we'll be happy n in some way be able to help our family financially.. however, everything is just NOT the way we thought i wld be.. the veri first thing is disappointment.. imagine having high hopes n planning the way u want ur room to be n suddenly everything is just DIFF.. decision not made by u n not following the style tat u want it to be.. staying in the hot sun while there's onli 1 person making decision n it was suppose to be "tinking how WE design the hse".. so it's just a 1 man show in the end...

after tat, favoritism... the one n onli SON.. it's just SOOOOO obvious.. tat even blind people can see it.. so wat's wrong wif the eldest daughter bringing the ancestor tablet to my new hse? she's the ELDEST n have been helping u more than wat u son have done.. n she definately deserve it more than ur son... in addition, ur eldest daughter is 18! ur son is 10.. hu should be the person having a room to themselves? n now, i get a room to myself n my sis have to share a room wif my younger sis.. n the other room goes to my younger bro... sian... my sis just always put others before her.. she noe wat i want n always give it to mi... thanks da jie!

decorating of room, renovation n every single thing... money! yes, it's all about money... haiz! i just hate it when money becomes the most impt thing.. watever mi n my sis want is not those tat u tink we want.. so we're not going to waste ur money dun worri... we just need a bed n no cupboard study table n a sofa for my sis... tat's all! i'll pay for the other things i want..

n so now, we're blame for not being able to take care of our hse n cosing u to have to spend money to paint the hse to make it easier for u to rent out this place... im realli VERI sorri... i apologise sincerely for having genes tat is part of urs, having character tat is part of urs, having attitude tat is part of urs... n most impt being a daughter of URS.. im so sorri for cosing u all this trouble for bringing mi into this world.. dun worri, i'll pay u back once i have the ability!

i tink there's onli 1 thins happy bout today.. learning a new song in orchestra, learning n conducting starting from next week n lastly, given opportunity by teacher to learn cello for the orchestra... haha! veri happy for the last part... n one more thing.. will soon be taking up guzheng lesson outside, but have to pay for my own lessons... so i must start trying to earn more n save more!

you should be happy tat we still on the right track despite living in this kinda environment.............

2007-01-13T21:04:00.000-08:00

IM TIRED!!! woke up at around 11.30 today, but im still tired! haha! tink it started from the first day i work in hamk ba.. (hamk is hypermarket) followed on by waking up early for work n slping late at night... always manage to doze off while working, even when im looking n writing stuff... can imagine how tired i was..

Work is nice, although i miss all my friends out there... some in JC n others working.. dun tink there's anione free now.. congrats darren n karen! got into the cca tat u guys want n also the one i want.. haha! fulfil my dreams for mi!!! haven heard bout Oon's cca but px will be trying either badminton or tennis.. haven heard from her too.. lectures n tutorials should be quite tiring i tink, recieved complaints on the first day.. hahaha!

back to work, met a few more peps.. cool peps too, esp the zheng hao.. one word, "pro!" haha! he's amazing i must say.. totally JC student look n brain.. getting closer wif the rest of my colleagues which is quite gd.. more topics to talk about during lunch n also more laughters heard.. im realli lucky to be able to meet this few peps.. wifout them, my work will be damn boring n stress i tink.. did OT for 2 days.. rushing the redemptions n i noe mon is going to be a damn tiring day.. gambatte!!!

i cant get my feelings rite.. it's just weird.. it's not right.. im afraid to get into relationship n dun wish to now.. it might take mi forever to overcome it.. im not someone worth u waiting for.. n i also dun noe wat will happen in future.. so if possible, pls give up.. sorri to say this.. i noe it's quite hurting but i realli dun wanna give u ani more hope le... sorry!

in ur whole life, ur parents will spend half of ur life wif u n ur future partner will spend the next half of ur life.. the onli ones hu will accompany u 4ever is ur siblings.. so we must realli treasure our siblings... still constantly having some probs wif my siblings ba.. not as in physically but emotionally.. kinda feel lonely when im wif them n tink tat im not inside their life.. the 2 of them r closer n im just unable to fit into their life.. haiz!

friends r also one problem.. seem to be not so close wif peps in the temple.. kinda feel left out.. my own friends, till it's due to diff environment ba.. not knowing how their life in JC is like n also not knowing their groups of friends.. hope tat can get to meet those friends of theirs n to be able to have back tat common topic... miss them alot i must say..

hey peps! those hu wanna join our alumni/ex student club, CONTACT MI!!!!! hope all of u can join mi n wif alvin to help improve our club.. had a short meeting wif alvin ytd, tink tat our attitude towards leadership is kinda the same.. haha! like talking to him..nice guy... will be working quite closely wif him this few months before he get into army..

"living in the world of my own"
"you are not the one"
"make the right choice"
"live your life for yourself, not for me"
"some things are only meant to be memories"

2007-01-05T08:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARRR!!!!!! im like, dun noe how mani days late.... haha! but still a brand new year! 2007... hope it'll be a gd one!

im tired... realli realli tired... didn't get enough rest this few days... went hypermarket from sat to tues.. helped out at the cashier n also customer service... provided han sheng wif our help too.. he realli have a veri tiring job to do... had to stand for the whole day, bad for legs n back bone... dun tink wanna go so much into it... haha! or it'll be damn long...

went to temple on sun n had orchestra... a short one, played bdae song for yi ru.. then had BBQ.. there was own made buffet wif sushi... professionally done by one of the uncle... haha! i was suppose to do tat i tink... but working at hyper so no choice... met khuan hong's few frenz, 2 ask for no. had funny talk wif them... talk in veri sarcastic manner... hahaha!

went to work on wed n got informed tat iris was leaving... veri sad to see her leave... she's the first fren i made in Fp... haiz! n now i tink im doiing most of the things tat she's suppose to do... hahaha!

someone was on leave on thurs n fri, office suddenly so quiet... no one to disturb... hahaha! but luckily there's still people like wen jun there... enjoy having lunch... did OT till 10.30 on thurs, kinda in a way got chase out by the security guard... haha!!!

took half day leave on fri.. went back to WRSS after lunch wif the gang... hey, i've got a future n ex husband now... hahaha! no one recognise mi when i went back... haha! maybe mr chong n henry did... the others took quite sometime before remembering mi... haha! cos of my dressing n stuff i tink... miss all of them n all the things there.... love my sch!!!

went to SP after tat..... OMG! i realli realli shoot someone alot lor... starting to feel bad bout it liao le... haha! continuously shoot for dun noe how long lor... until mouth also tired... went to watch Death Note 2 at plaza sing... thanks for the treat... not bad la... but i like the first one more... realli veri tired n even almost fell aslp while watching... took some rest in the MRT n went home.... gave mum n dad 100 each, cos can onli take out 200 per time... hahaha!

got to bathe now.... i kinda LOVE today!!! hahahaha!!!!

06/01/2007...... wonderful day!!! happy birthday darling sis n janis babe!!!! YEPPY!!!! 1 year older!!!!!!!

one 18 n one 17...........

2006-12-24T10:16:00.000-08:00

YEPPY!!!!!!!!! finally!!! the grand event is over... hahaha! so happy! everyone enjoyed n we were all SOOOOOOO high!!!

woke up at 3 today! cool! hahaha! was slp-msging wif some people though... had my breakfast cum lunch at 4++++++... went to temple after tat... we were suddenly given alot of things to do.. haha! so had to rush n finish it....

at around 8..... my sis n i cried... i cried becos i saw my sis cried... she's realli realli realli veri stress liao... she have to study, work n also deal wif all the things tat the uncles throw at us... n when things go wrong they'll start qns-ing her n nagging at her.... cant they just understand how tiring n hard it is to do all this things... esp when all uncles say diff ting bout how the things should be done! cant they just feel for us!!!

my heart realli ache when i saw her crying... when uncle simon asked mi wat happened to my sis, i was already had the urge to cry... but i controlled it... when i went down, tears started to flow.. n my dear mother added fuel to fire.... so wat if wat she say was rite... it's not as easy as it seems it is... things can be said out easily but not tat easy to be done... she made my crying worse.. cos she's MY mother n yet she cant feel for us... i told her, we people less than 20. wat do u expect from us... imagine the feel of suddenly having alot of things to do when u first had nth to do at all... the big change is realli diff for us to handle... n yes, we're not as strong as the 3 sis... im sorri! they r able to cont all their emotions but we cant... im sorri! they r always sooo busy wif the graphics tat everyone wants them to do... i understand tat they too r busy... but they r working wif skills tat they learn... but mi n my sis?! we're just told to do things... printing, typing, pinning, tying, arranging! it's easy but do u noe how tiring it is? n at least they have the support from their parents... n us?! we get reprimanded! n when i tried to explain, wat was ur reaction... do u noe how hurt i was! wat did i do right before the event... i went to arrange the pamphet on 258 tables... one by one... n my sis had to tie 36 no. high up.... it's simple job but it's realli tiring.... cant u guys just understand! act as if im perfectly fine n smile n laugh....

every other things went well.. had fun! walking round tables asking for donations.... n even selling lottery tickets.... but there's just some uncles hu r kinda........... hrm.......... they said, "sui hor, ga yi buay la" it's in hokkien just for ur infor.... n one more said, aiyo i dun wan buy the tickets la... u how much i buy u la! .......... oh pls!!!!! just KILL mi..... still had to laugh n joke wif them saying i too expensive u all cant pay la... i feel so much like a prostitute! haiz.......... but for the sake of QNT!!! lol! i dun mind.... LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

totally enjoyed!!!!!!! I LOVE TODAY!!!!!!! I ALWAYS LOVE THE 24th...... FOREVER MY FAV. DAY!!!!!!! YEPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-24T04:50:00.000-08:00

I'VE UPDATED OKAY!!!!! haha! didn't noe people will wanna read my blog wor! first n foremost! I LOVE TODAY!!!! WOOHOO~!!!!

this week is kinda...... hmmm.... not bad la... doing christmas deli is one of a gd way to "jian fei".. n also i gd way to make my gastric problems worse... haha! but not tat seious cos use to it liao le.. work is fun! definately also becos of fun people beside mi.. afternoon is kinda like a slacking time for mi.. cos most of my stuff would be finished by latest 3 or 4 n i would have nth to do... but i do help 1 of my fren but..... haha! im just lazy n he does most of the work.. hehehe! heard tat he had been doing intranet since the first day he started work... quite ke lian la... always doing the same thing.. even i get to do diff things lor...

the weather is realli playing wif us... rain soooo heavily this few days.. although im not realli surprise that it would rain.. but i didn't expect it to rain so heavily... thomson area was FLOODED!!! yes... flooded.. quite badly i tink? 169 diverted cos the area was flooded n went on the expressway i tink... we're realli lucky to get this kinda experience... haha! i took 167 next day.. met yi shang half way.. WOW! first time go to work together WOR... haha! was late for work for 2 days i tink... i can be late even when my mum drives mi to work... isn't tat COOL?! haha! n ya, i always bring my toy tortise to work... it's soooo cute but always got tortured by.. u noe hu la!

han sheng left n tricia will be leaving soon.. soo sad... soon everyone will be leaving.... haiz!!!!

ytd... or should i say.. the day before ytd was yi shang's bdae! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!!!!! haha! i gave him flowers n rocher... haha! wanted to make his life diff cos i thought he was going out wif his frenz at night n wanted to make him carry the flowers around... but! haiz! he didn't go out... hahahahah! it's ok! nth i can do bout it... i found out tat i like white chocolate better... haha! find it nicer?! went home after work n found out tat everione went to temple... i thought they said tat they weren't going to temple!!! haiz... everyone pang seh mi.. but nvm! went to uncle's hse to take dinner n had tang yuan when i went home... yum yum... but eating alone la.. haha! how ke lian can i get.... i tink i slp at 2+++++ almost 3 tat night....

woke up at 2 pm... yes PM!!! im realli like pig la... haha! felt tat my eye is swollen n went to check... n yes! it is swollen.. dun realli noe the reason though... but it was back to normal after a few hours i tink... haha! parents were out n bro also not in... my hse quite quiet la.. except for my sis hu keep on calling mi to write her speech for hua yue... haha! but in the end, it's my younger sis hu wrote n it's kinda funny...
went to hua yue after tat just some playing n stuff... quite tiring i must say but also fun at the same time... had to learn a new song called 福禄寿.. it's meant for my Shi Gong n performance was tat night... haha!
had praying session after tat n then hua yue performance!!! kinda nervous cos nv play tat song before...n then im the onli disciple playing... haha! sian! but fun to play for shi gong!!! after tat was the 7 fairies dance... it's nice n veri veri gd for people hu just practise for less than 1 month n have no basic for dance... haha! n some were even kinda tom boyish... haha!
Shi Gong did some writing on our hands n for disciples our forehead too, after our performance... haha! i was special cos Shi Gong even help mi feng1 jian4 zhi3... guess u guys also dun understand... so nvm.. haha! had shen da after tat... our shi gong[i mean shi fu's shi fu, not as in the god] was there to watch... he praise some of them!!! hahaha! after tat was 玄功 performance... had 丁球，刀 n 马来刀 performace... there's also 刀床 n 丁床. N for the first time in my life, i did 丁床!!!!! hahahaha! i was the onli lady hu did it... it was kinda surprising... cos all the uncles were already nominated to do n was prepared... but i was just suddenly called up by one of the uncle to do it cos i tink they want a lady to do it... so i went up n they told n help mi to lie down on the needle bed... relax my body n lay a more than 5 kg stone on my body... told mi to shut my eye n "pang! pang!" twice.... did it twice! used a larger hammer n hit the stone to break it... tink it didn't break the first time so did another time... the stone dropped n hit my hand.. just got a veri veri small scratch... COOLLLL!!!!!!! xun gong is cool n nice... just believe n shi gong... was kinda nervous but not scared.... could feel the weight of the stone on mi but not the pain cos by the needle... weird... haha! just spend my time tinking of shi gong! hahahaha!!!!

i simply love ytd!!! im soooooo happy!!! looking forward to tonight! the dinner.... so happening!!! haahahha!!! YEPPY!!!!

im falling into a pit.... hahaha!

there's just some guys whom im scared of... hrmmm.... they just dun give mi a right feeling...... or maybe i should say....... i just dun like tat feeling............ hmmmm...... to make it clearer...... i do prefer people older than mi n speak my mother tongue........ understand?!

almost 5 liao le.... haha! i tink i can slp till 4 pm tml! hahaha! NIGHTS PEOPLE!!!!!!

2006-12-16T20:44:00.000-08:00

someone saying i nv post la.... actually is more than one person la... haha! so here i go......................................................

how have my life been? busy... realli realli busy... haha! 祖师诞 is just a few days away.. everyone is rushing for everything.. wiping the the stuff, cleaning the temple, updating the notice board, preparing the list of programmes for the 4 days and also preparing for performances.... it's tiring till a certain extend but definately FUN.. temple is so lively now with tat few "xiao gua" lol! n also mi myself la.... talking loudly, laughing.. we're all like a big family! n temple is our hse... tat's the kinda feeling i have now... so nice... stayed from about 2pm to 2 am... haha! did things? did i? haha!

work is damn funla... although it's realli realli realli veri tiring.. it's becos im hardworking... [unlike SOME people] got to noe more frenz this week... it's better than last week... i definately like the people im sitting wif now... so fun n nice to sit wif them... at least got someone to argue wif n make fun of... they're all veri nice to mi... love them lots!!!

have been doing christmas deli order... it's giving mi headache... when i tink tat everything would be fine, something would happen... haiz... like ytd... OT on sat... how cool can tat be? hahaha!

thanks for letting mi noe the 2 of u.. u guys made my life at work more fun n "exciting"... i'll probably be leaving after this month, pls stay in contact!!! love u guys!!!

2006-12-06T06:14:00.000-08:00

2nd day of work... haha! fun? not bad la... it's realli realli tiring i must say... like backache n stuff like tat... but it's a realli gd experience n i kinda like this life in one way or another... so shall start bout my work...

on the first day waited outside the purchasing department wif 2 other ladies... they r also there after Os... i tink the 2 of them r close frens ba... didn't talk to them though... we work under diff "trainers"... im not sure bout theirs but mine is irene... she looks strict n tink she's strict too la... but not till tat extend of not smiling at all... she'll still laugh n joke... but just not wif mi la... haha! tink she's trying to bring mi up... did alot of stuff, or i should say same stuff on the first day... dealing wif the tax invoice... it's quite tiring n irritating.. cos sometimes i realli cant find ani no. tat fits.. but luckily there's experience irene hu just manage to sort it easily n taught mi alot... haha! time seems to pass both fast n slow... met a lady called..... irish? not veri sure... she's bout 40+ ba... have 2 daughter, pri 4 n sec 3... she's the onli person excluding irene hu realli talk to mi on the first day... she sits beside mi n it's nice to have her there... she's always smiling, but i just feel tat she's not realli happy at all n the smile is not realli from her heart... i kinda pity her cos i tink she got reprimanded quite alot of times n she had to do OT... so ke lian....

went to temple after working... saw wei xiong... didn't see him for a veri long time liao le... miss him so much... haha! he so "black" la.... ytd was his POP... he's finally a soldier... hahahahah! now's a short break for him... but we're not going to give him a break.... muahahaha! there's alot of QNT stuff tat he needs to deal wif...

today is the 2nd day... it started out funny i should say.... i file some stuff n had to pack all the invoice tat i did ytd into boxes... there's some kinda miscommuincation wif mi n irene i tink... i did the right way but she said it's wrong, then i did the other way n she told mi i misunderstood her... haha! so i carried boxes of heavy papers here n there... hahaha! so cute la the 2 of us.... oh yaa... while packing, i cut my finger... funny rite... pack also can get cut... was trying to cover the box, but my finger got cut by the edge of the box... haha! i tink it's quite a deep cut.. cos it took quite a long time for it to stop bleeding... n it reali hurts alot... realli damn pain... almost wanted to cry cos bleeding yet i still need to cont packing... after a while, i saw blood on the back of my hand... hah! i didn't even notice tat i got cut... LOL! but it's a gd thing too... i get to learn n grow wif all this... learn to be more n more independent... after tat had to file documents... or should i say, "make" documents...was putting the papers together n file it... i tink i photocopied more than 500 papers today... carry here n there... walk n walk n walk... but the worse part is turning my chair till i headache... it's realli headache... got to stop so tat i can see things properly... haha! i tink made about 50+++ files of document... haha! doing something else tml... im supposel to look at 1 senior do some ordering n stuff like tat... irene said tat everyone have to do it once... yeppy! hahaha! it sounds fun... i tink got to make phone calls n stuff... so excited! hahahahah! wat else m i doing tml??? ermmm.... dun realli remember liao... oh ya! dealing wif things bout christmas... dun realli noe wat though... haha!

veri tired liao... tat's my 2 days... boring??? haha! this kind of life kinda suit mi ba?

im not like u.. everything matters to mi..... but i noe it does not to u.........

2006-11-30T00:48:00.000-08:00

i nv knew i had soooooo mani stuff until i started packing my books.... damn lot la... wanna faint when i saw all of it... the more i pack,the more frustrated i get... oh no.. my temper is getting from bad to worse...

finish packing all my sec schs book... veri 舍不得 so in the end kept all my tys n ex books.... funny rite... my mum laughed when i told her tat... giving all my books to a jr.. dun noe hu she is though... after packing my books, i started packing my clothes... removing those tat i dun wan... have i told u guys tat i've a alot of clothes? but i onli wear tat same few.. so more than 4/5 have nv been touch for 1 whole yr.. haha! i took out my uni n some other shirts to wear as home clothes.. but i found tat i cant fit them in to my other wardrobe... too mani of them... gave some other clothes to my sis... n after putting the rest in... i still have alot alot alot of clothes... haha! my room still looks veri messy... but nvm... hu cares! it's better than before....

went out earlier in the morning ytd...actually not tat early la... haha! at around 9.45 to go for my interview which was at 10.. my mum send mi there... reach NTUC headquarter n waited for about 1/2 hr before my turn... didn't noe tat there were others having interview tat day.... met serene, she's a nice lady... talk bout the china trip n she gave mi the details of my job... it's C.O... but i forgot wat the C stands for... working in the purchasing department... pay is not bad for a 16 no experience person.... i tink deducting CPF should be around 700++++... which is so damn high...... haha! n i've decided not to go for 3 month course leh.... since i realli dun wanna go JC, then dun need to waste my time.... shall work for 3 more months.... starting work next mon... but next mon is the orientation so it's still not realli working.... looking forward!!!!

after interview, meet PX to go to EC.... waited in Fish n Co. for Oon, Tracz, Zhi Jun n Teng Loong.... had fish n chips n could onli finish half of it.... tracz say im chubbier... haha! which means im fatter.... sob sob sob... haha! is my hair realli tat bad? haha! well, i've been receiving diff type of comments.... some say i look better in this hair cut n others say no.... haha! nvm.... wat done cannot be undone... i just got to get use to it lor.... after walking in EC... went to meet mummy they all... uncle charlie went to the water skiing.... had dinner at EC n went back early... at around 10++.. cos my sis had to go to sch the next day n she's realli tired... enjoyed my day... n clear or settled some stuff... feel quite relief... but at the same time sorri....... sorri n thanks for ur love..........

2006-11-28T00:23:00.000-08:00

finally!!! im finally blogging.... after... how mani days??? haha! O level is already over... so fast rite... i tink i didn't even realli start studying but it's already over... cool..... tink it'll be weird to post bout O level now cos it's about 11 days ago? haha! but i tink the prelims is easier than o level... but i noe alot of people think otherwise... but nvm.... scared tat i'll score badly... just hope can get 11 or 12 for L1R4..............................

on the 2nd last day of Os, i found out tat my flight to china was on 16 n not 17.. haha! was quite shock la... cos not prepared at all.... so on the 16 after the last paper, quickly rush home to change n do some last minute packing before i go for KKA's sis ensemble performance... almost choke when i was eating...... came out totally unprepared n forgot to bring the ticket.... stupid mi.. but luckily n buy ltr... haha!

met joel n others at the marsiling MRT station n waited for the others hu were meeting at admiralty MRT station n coming together..... boarded n people where everywhere... i mean they were not standing together... but nth wrong wif tat.. haha! watch till first half n met mdm chong n alvin... after tat went to the airport wif px, tracz, darren, joel, drew, amos, eunice c., kong cheng.. they wanted to visit the airport(as wat joel n px says)..... went round the airport looking for foodcourt? but in the end still went to Mac cos couldn't find ani foodcourt.... i went to board the plane while they were taking their LATE dinner........ went in n had hot chocolate wif aunitie violet, ee sharon, uncle charlie n zhi yu....took the plane at forgot wat time...... n flew to shanghai......

day 1: reach shanghai at 6... went to a motel called motel 168... 2 words, it sux! attitude of the people there is terrible n then nth was prepared for us...... the chinese there were so damn loud la... they dont talk, they shout.... after awhile, they told us tat this is not the motel tat we're suppose to be at..... called the travel agency n waited outside the motel n the temp was 15 degree celcius... waited for quite awhile n then the manager came out n told us tat this is the motel n it's just tat the itinerary was changed......... great~!!! waited for 1 hr for nth......... nvm.... went back to our room n got ready to start our trip hoping tat other things would be gd but no.... there was nth on tat day... it's free n easy... but according to our itinerary, we're suppose to take train to hangzhou n go to some other places... but there was nth..... NVM~!!! luckily we had jiejie shirley there.......... took some rest n met jiejie shirley... she brought us to her sis restaurant... a posh restaurant... looks so damn nice... n the dishes.... WOW!!!! it's not just nice...... it's ALOT... wat i mean by alot... it's not like 8-9 dish.... it's 15 dishes!!!!!!!! they wanted to serve more but we realli realli realli cannot eat liao le... haha! after tat went to her place.... damn cooollll la!!!!! so damn beautiful... realli realli veri nice.... nice place n nice design.......... went back to the motel n slpt.....

day2: FINALLy!!!!!! there is something ON!!!! n we met the tour guide.... the angency promised a english speaking tour guide, but our tour guide, dun noe english.... COOL! so uncle charlie was not able to understand ani thing n ee is not gd wif mandrain.... haiz.... met 3 of our tour memebers, auntie angelina, brayant n taferine.... went to the oriental... nice la, but raining n misty cant see anithing... went to "i forgot wat place" n shop went for lunch... went to the pi xiu shop n met a fengshui master, he said to mi, u've got a gd heart but u tink too much.... hmmm... haha! realli? went n buy 2 pi xiu for my younger bro n sis cos they need it for their studies.... went for dinner at 5? then had a tour round the old "ye shanghai" which is called wai hu... then went back to motel..... "wat a GREAT day"

day3: met 3 more of our tour members...... we went somewhere in the morning i tink it's like a something street.. haha! went for lunch n then went to hangzhou... reach there by 4+.. then went to have a walk round "xi hu".. while working, i've decided tat i'll come next time wif my boyfriend..... it's such a nice place esp during winter.... love it..... after xi hu tour, went for dinner at around 5++ again.... after dinner went to watch some performance bout xi hu... then went back to hotel..........

day4: went for cruise round xi hu, n went to some green tea plantation n then had lunch followed by long journey to su zhou..... after reaching su zhou, we had a walk round a street which looks old... haha! i mean they make it look old... i took "man ya tang" tat was shaped in a peacock... i veri lucky la, it's damn big, bigger than all the others cos i spin the thingy n got peacock... we went for dinner at around 5+ AGAIN....... after dinner went to some place but i dun remember again..... went back to hotel n wait for the next day....

day 5: went to where? let mi see....... ok dun remember.. oh, wait... is it silk factory? yep i tink... bought some silk stuff for my friends... went for lunch n then went to wuxi.... reach wuxi n visited "san guo chen" a place that was build to film "san guo yan yi" alot of other filming also took place there la... like "huan zhu ge ge"... went for dinner n went to shop in a shopping centre... we went to starbucks.... we FINALLY found one... n FINALLY had a proper coffee.... the guy working at starbucks is soooo cute la.. he noes eng... n he realli look veri veri veri cute... haha! went back to hotel after tat.... n had a LADIES night... actually not la... just tat mi, zhiyu, taferine n issabelle were playing n talking outside... met guys from ACS... there's a guy called kai hu's veri funny la.... he was 4eva holding on the the instant noodle walking from room to room to find water.. the ACS people had to run back to their rooms whenever we say tat their teacher r coming... but actually they weren't.. haha! had fun wif all of them.... tat was our last night at jiangnan....

day6: went to have some walk round dun noe wat park.... quite a cool place.... after tat the tour group send us to the train station... n we were separated fromthe others... we were heading to shanghai to take plane to beijing.... the trip on the train was terrible.. hate it!!! i hate the people there la... sian.... plane trip to bei jing was also veri bad... aiya.... sick of it.... dun realli wanna talk bout it... oh ya, but something funny happened... we were in the plane n zhiyu was slping... suddenly she woke up n asked mi, " eh, how come the plane so rocky arhz? r we going to take off soon".. n i answered her,"we've already taken off".... haha! just say tat we waited veri long..... reach beijing at night i tink temp was 5 degree celcius.... met our tour guide name slash... cool name arhz.. he can speak eng n tat's so cool... he even got our rooms prepared! nice guys arhz... the hotel was cool too... 4 star hotel....

day7: we went to visit forbidden city early in the morning n visited jing shan park ltr.... went for lunch after tat n visited summer palace after lunch.... then watch acrobat show(i fell alsp) followed by dinner which was FINALLYYYY after 7... went back to hotel after tat....

day8: we went to the great wall of china... the temp was 1.6 degree celcius... cold......... climb up to onli the 2nd tower.... feel tat im going to have asthma soon cos too cold n lesser oxygen n veri tiring... the stairs r veri steep... maybe about 70degree? n i tink at about the 2nd tower, it should be negative degree celcius ba... cold again... haha! after tat went for lunch n then went to visit the ming tombs... we walk through a gate called "gate of hell" a gate tat the dead emporers will be carried pass which also means tat they've gone to heaven... we visited the underground palace.... which is the tomb la... nth much bout it... while walking out, we've to say "wo hui lai le" or "im back"(the tour guides say tat the emporer should be able to understand eng by now... haha!) when we walk pass the "gate of hell".... auntie violet said it twice... once at the real gate n at another gate.... so cute..... went for dinner after tat...... n back to hotel.... i tink we went somewhere before dinner but dun remember....

day9: went to a market where u MUST bargain.... cut everything by 70%... realli serious bout tat.... it's like $100 u must say 30..... haha! so bought stuff at 10 when original price is 40... then we went to temple of heaven n visited the place... nth much to see though.... but something happened today!!!!!!!! n i was sooooooooooooooooo happy about it!!! IT SNOWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! first time i felt snow.... i was soooooo dammnnnnnn happy la!!!!!! hahahah! went to airport n flew back to sing..... home sweet home............

btw, food in jiangnan was at least 10 dishes n the dishes will always be the same for lunch n dinner.... so abit sian.... bei jing was better la.... the tour agency we joined we;ll be bombarded wif lots n lots of complain letter.... GOOD LUCK!!!!

back to sing n the next day went to perm hair... i realli look like china doll... haha! then after tat realli cannot tahan liao...... imill!!!! in the morning felt like puking n had a little fever... so i tried to cure myself... but failled... went to doc after tat... n he said it's virus not bacteria... so will take more days to recover.... 水土不服... after taking med... slpt from 6+++ then got woken at 8.... ate 3 mouth of porridge n went to slp again.... woke up at bout 12 totake med.... everyone was suddenly so nice to mi la... haha!

next day, drew came n i went to do medi n pedicure.... bad one i tink.... went for make up after tat... skin too dry .. so the person make the blusher thicker to divert attention.... n then went for prom.... everyone was dress formally n veri sexy for ladies... haha! i look like china barbie doll.... zg said i look like mother....THANKS ARHZ.... haha! some stuff happened... it's sweet... but sad at the same time......went home after tat.... oh ya.. joel was my date n drew is px... ziyond gave kelly flowers..... so sweet...... hope i can recieve flowers too... haha! everyone was dancing like crazy.... even mi n px la... haha! joel n drew was super high.... jasz n su hui super sexy...... cool.....

enjoyed everything.....love all of u.... will always remember u!!!!!!!!!!! LOTS N LOTS OF LOVE>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-09T21:05:00.000-08:00

关怀方式

i've nv notice tat the first to para r actually just singing the other way round...cool.... it's such a nice song.... love it...

2006-11-07T23:21:00.000-08:00

S Club 7 - Reach

When the world Leaves you feeling blue
You can count on me
I will be there for you

When it seems
All your hopes and dreams
Are a million miles away
I will reasure you

We've got to all stick together
Good friends there for each other
Never ever forget that
I've got you and you've got me so

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbows shining over you
Thats when your dreams will all come true

There's a place
Waiting just for you
It's a special place
Where your dreams all come true

Fly away
Swim the ocean blue
Drive that open road
Leave the past behind you.

Don't stop
Gotta keep moving
Your hopes Gotta keep building
Never ever forget that
I've got you and you've got me so

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow shining over you
Thats when your dreams will all come true

Don't believe in all that you've been told
The skys the limit you can reach your goal
No one knows just what the future holds
There ain't nothing you can't be
There's a whole world at your feet

I said reach
Climb every mountain
Reach
Reach for the moon
Reach
Follow that rainbow
And your dreams will all come true

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbows shining over you
Thats when your dreams will all come true

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow shining over you
Thats when your dreams will all come true

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow shining over you
Thats when your dreams will all come true

2006-11-07T23:14:00.000-08:00

S Club 7

tze remember? haha!

2006-11-07T23:00:00.000-08:00

eng is finally over.... imnot realli in the mood to post this few days... but i'll start blogging after end of Os.... tml will be the most tiring day.... after tat i tink i'll be more relax.... bio n geog.... the 2 terrible subj.... haiz! hope i can do well....

oh ya... maybe i wont wait till after Os... maybe on sat night... hahha! my parents will be going to tioman on fri... onli mi n my sis left in sing.... yeppy? hahahahaha!

got to go n study liao.... gd luck to everyone taking Os... all the best! i believe tat u guys will do well.... haha! JIA YOU!!!!

2006-11-02T19:04:00.000-08:00

friday.... another week has past... which also shows tat O level main papers r starting soon.... everyone is working veri hard for the cert which will in some way decide their future... it's quite a tiring period... but also fun to a certain extend... n it's also the last period of time we will be studying together... must realli treasure it...

yest, i went to bukit timah hill to hike... n while resting, i walk into the exhibition hall n start recalling the time our class went to bukit timah hill wif mr chong... it's so fun n so nice... i started missing our class again... from the time we step into the class 3e1.. seeing each other n talking to each other for the first time.. it realli realli seems like it's just yesterday... but it's already 2 years.... a long 2 years..... so many things happened in this 2 years... happy n sad... bonding all of us together... n now it's time to separate but im realli unwilling to do so.... some of us might forget the others real soon... some of us might not be able to meet animore.. i just realli hope tat we'll always keep in contact... n have as mani 4e1 gathering as possible.... i love u guys!

i dun realli remember wat i did this week... maybe i did nth? hahaha! well uncle charlie, ee sharon n kai ren r in sing... haha! so happy to see them again...i haven met uncle charlie for 1 whole year... n he lost 10 kg! WOW! haha! he's so much fitter.... i miss the hse in aust, n ee's food.... yum yum... n also miss uncle charlie calling us "poppies" everyday... haha! "Good Morning, Poppies!".... "Hi, Poppies".... haha! i wanna go to melbourne again n stay at their hse... haha! well, at least i get to go to china wif all of them soon... haha! n i tink im the onli one hu is better in chi as compared to them.... hmmm.... haha! time to read through chi dic... i saw my schedule of the trip to china.. it's mid night flight... 5.5 hr? we'll reach shanghai n then we'll take train to hangzhou... after hangzhou we'll proceed to wuxi.. after wuxi to suzhou.. suzhou back to shanghai then shanghai to bei jing which wld be the last stop.... hahaha!!!!

we'll be visiting west lake (xi hu) in hangzhou.... Three Kingdom City(nv hear before) n Tai Hu lake in wuxi.... famous garden such as Ouyan Garden n Santang Water Town at suzhou... HuangPu river(huang pu jiang), Shanghai Oriental Pearl Tower, ChengHuangMiao, XinTianDi Square in Shanghai.. Tiananmen Square, Forbidden City, Wangfujing Street, Great Wall of China, Ming tombs, Summer Palace, Beijing Hutong n Temple of Heaven.... cool rite.... there will also be night tour: Shanghai Night Nanjing Road, Suzhou Guanqian Street, Wuxi Parkson Square, Hangzhou Night of West Lake Performance...

haha! n FOOD!!! we'll get to taste, Peking Duck, Dumpling Feast, Imperial Banquet, Shanghai Local Flavor n Jiangnan Local Dishes!!!! YUM YUM YUM YUM!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-29T01:39:00.000-08:00

My Heart Will Go On (Theme from Titanic) - Celine Dion

2006-10-27T12:35:00.003-07:00

我爱你 S.H.E

this is the nicest mtv i've ever seen... is there realli such love in this world... it's so beautiful.......

2006-10-27T12:35:00.002-07:00

陳昇、劉佳慧 - 北京一夜

i like the song... but not realli the mtv... haha!

2006-10-27T12:35:00.001-07:00

王蓝茵恶作剧

2006-10-27T12:35:00.000-07:00

Jay Chou 周杰伦 - Listen to Mom 听妈妈的话

2006-10-27T04:38:00.000-07:00

Chun Zhen MV